Monday, February 17
sometimes life deals you a real shitty blow, sometimes it delas you the chocolate coated end. sometimes you know how to deal with it, sometimes you dont
sometimes you might want to scream and shout and punch and kick, whilst at other times you want to run and hide like a little mouse, in your hole away from everyone and everything.
sometimes all you want to do is please everyone else, but in pleasing everyone else, you forget about the most important person in the world. you, me, i, myself.
Thursday, April 17, 2003
oh my god.
been so goddam long since i updated this lil bugger. so i thought i should best do it before it dies away completely.
well, what can i say. POMPEY HAVE BEEN PROMOTED!!!!!!!!!
i know, it seems sad, a girl taking this much interest in football, specially that of a team who she has never ever lived near. i support em coz me dad does. I've been brought up with portsmouth. they are my life, my soul. when i bleed, i bleed blue blood. the feeling i had on tuesday night was completely undescribable. its something i have never felt before. so much so i am now getting a tattoo done. a pompey tattoo. the sheild. i have had a few ideas before for tattoos, but never anyting i've been really happy with. but i know i will be pompey till i die, so am getting it done. am going down to portsmouth next weekend and cant wait. then to bradford the weekend after. then after that we will be in the fucking premiership! and oh my god have we waited long enough for it!
anyway, on other matters, the rats have mites, so am covered in scratches from trying to bathe them. the silly buggers. other than that, they are fine though. had them for almost a year now. have to face up to facts that they are beginnning to get old, but i dont like to. they should hopefully live for around 2 years, maybe less maybe more. its sad coz they are like my family in a strange way. whenever i come home to the empty flat, i know they will be here, making a bit of noise. i still feel bad that they had to witness the burglary, thats how much they mean to me!
not to worry. jackson got me the new gba sp for anniversary and valentines present! which is boss, although some of the games are infuriating. anyways am off now. had a couple too many stongbows and am off to southport tomorrow to go to the fair with jackson. had an arsehole of a night at wrk tongiht, and will again tomorrow, so am going now before i collapse in a heap and dont make it to southport tomorrow
pompey will wint he championship, i have faith!
Tuesday, May 06,
Back from my weekends away. Portsmouth last weekend, to see us winning the championship, then bradford this weekend, for the proper party!
Am still alive, just, off to see less than jake on friday, then not long til weekend away to see eminem. should be great.
And so, bradford brought with it the closed season. No football for a few months. And it'll seem strange. I've forgotten what its like, to not be watching out for when i can next tickets for games! Had a fab ime though the last couple of weeks, and met loads of people i've been talking to on www.pompeytillidie.com. It was well worth the expense, to say i was actually there, and i experienced it. I was one of the lucky ones. I feel sorry for all the people that missed it for whatever reaason. I'll certaily be telling me grandchildren about the time i saw them lift the championship. I might leave out the bit about using the gents toilets though!
Anyways, gots to be off, in work at 4, and need to get looking respectable. Look an absolute mess at the moment, trying to recover from severe lack of sleep over the last few days, and another long day ahead of me at work. :( not to worry, ya know me, i'll keep on battling on.
