Letters To Louis Tomlinson- One Direction Fan Fic

Chapter 18

Liam's POV:
I finally asked Stephanie to be my girlfriend. I was really nervous to ask her, I know that she has been through a lot but I just couldn't stand the thought of her not being mine. She means the world to me, when she smiles it lights up my whole world, when she talks it's hard to hear what she's saying because I'm just so lost in her beautiful  blue eyes, they're hypnotizing. And her sandy brown hair that goes down to her mid back and fits perfectly around her beautiful face. I could sit here all day and just list all of her perfections but that's time I could be using to look at this beautiful woman.

When we are up on stage, we forget any problem that we had recently , because we are so happy and grateful to be where we are. That's how I feel when I'm with Stephanie. Happy and carefree. But this is only the beginning.

During our show tonight we sang one of our songs "They don't know about us" which kind of fits my situation with Stephanie. Nobody knows we are together, in this secret relationship, and if Louis were to find out about this he would probably be jealous. But who could blame him Stephanie is so beautiful and smart.

When I finally got off stage tonight I didn't want to waste any time on asking her. Otherwise  I would have talked myself out of it. So I asked her as soon as she came back stage, she was lost in thought which made me nervous and excited at the same time. But then she looked me in the eyes and told me that she would love to be my girlfriend. I cared about this girl so much, I cared about her so much that it probably wasn't even healthy. It's scary to care about somebody so much so quickly.She has been hurt in the past but with me I can promise her that I won't hurt her.

I wish I could tell her the truth about how Louis met her in the first place but I couldn't, at least not now, she was still hurting about the whole cheating incident. When I look into her eyes I can tell she's hurting. I wish I could just tell her the truth. It hurts for me to hold back the truth and lie to somebody...

Stephanie's POV:
Liam and I were now on our way back to the hotel. As soon as we get back we have to start packing up our stuff for tomorrow's early flight. We are going to Ireland, which I'm really excited about. I've always wanted to see Ireland. Now I would be able to see Ireland with somebody that I was starting to care about more and more with each hour that passed.

-20 minutes later-

We arrived back at the hotel and we packed up our stuff. I didn't have much it was just my bag, well suitcase full of clothes and a compartment that had my makeup and hair supplies in it. So it only took me about a half hour. But Liam on the other hand took quite a long time. As in a long time I mean about 2-3 hours. Let's just say when it came to keeping his clothes organized in his suitcase for a few days he wasn't that good at it.

When we were both done packing up we changed into our pajamas. Well In my case it was an old pair of sweatpants and an old t-shirt with some writing on it.  I didn't know if Liam wanted me to stay in the same bed so I wasn't going to be rude and just get in the bed and make him uncomfortable. It is his room, not mine. I kept debating on whether I should ask him or not. I didn't want to make him think he had to have me sleep in his bed. Without even thinking I blurted it out so that way I didn't have to keep thinking about the topic."Liam do you want me to sleep on the couch near the tv area so you can have the bed?" He looked at me like I had three heads. "Don't be silly love, you could just sleep here too." I felt bad I didn't want to just go in the bed and be like "oh yea Liam I'm sleeping here."

I nervously climbed into the bed, making sure not to make him uncomfortable. As soon as my head hit the pillow I fell asleep, It was a long day, concerts were tiring to go to. I feel bad that Liam and the other boys had to actually perform that must be even more tiring.

During the night I woke up. But not because of a bad dream or somebody waking me up. I felt like somebody was holding me. When I woke up I turned around sleepily and see that Liam is snuggled up to me with his hands wrapped around me. I had completely forgotten that I was in bed with Liam. I turn back around and smile then slowly fall back asleep.

Louis' POV:
When I woke up the other day and found out what I had done to Stephanie I felt horrible. I was going to go and apologize to her but then at the end of the meeting with management I saw Liam texting her, saying he would be back soon and that he missed her. It hurt at first but then I realized how badly I had hurt Stephanie. I deserved this, so I guess I'll just have to stay with Taylor. As long as Stephanie is happy then I can find a way to be happy with Taylor, well use her as a distraction I guess. I won't sit around and have a mental break down over a girl for the rest of my life , I have to move on. It won't be that hard.

Harry's POV:
Liam told me what had happened between Stephanie and Louis. It upset me to see that they were no longer a pair. They looked happy together. But what Louis did to her was awful. I think that Louis should go and apologize to her if he truly likes her. Especially if he doesn't want to loose her. But I don't think he cares about her as much as he thinks he does. Yes he cares about her but he doesn't TRULY care about her. Not enough to love her as a girlfriend but maybe in a friendly way.

When I see Liam and Stephanie together I can see something going on. It's cute seeing them flirt, but I wish he would tell me. He's probably just waiting so he doesn't seem like a jerk for picking Stephanie up right after Louis lost her. But I don't think of it that way. I think of it as Liam being there for Stephanie when she needed him most. I need somebody in my life like that...

Nialls POV:
I heard about Louis and Stephanie and it's sad because they were a good couple. They go together like peanut butter and jelly haha. Me and Harry think that there is something going on between Liam and Stephanie, they are constantly together and making lovey dovey eyes at each other. We want Liam to tell us, hopefully he will tell us soon. All of this talking about relationships make me want one... Oh well, I'll just wait.

Stephanie's POV:
Liam was lightly shaking me, telling me to wake up. But I was too tired to get up, it was like I literally couldn't get my feet to move. After Liam tried to get me up and failed. I feel him pick me up. Usually I would wake up but I have no energy yet, it's too early. I open my eyes for a second so I can move closer to Liam and then before I know it I fall back to sleep.

Liam's POV:
I tried to wake up Stephanie but I could tell she was exhausted. She looked just as pretty asleep as she did awake. I finally just gave up trying to wake her up. It was nearly impossible. I decided to just pick her up and ask Harry and Niall if they could help with our bags. Which they happily did. As I carried Stephanie to the car I felt her move closer to my chest and I couldn't help but smile. The things that this girl can do to me...

After the 30 minute drive to the airport she was still sleeping, I figured it would be just as helpful to try and wake her up as it was before *note the sarcasm*.  So I pick her up just as I did before and carry her through the airport to our plane ride. When we get seated I look around and see that Niall and Harry are in front of us. Then I look to the side and see that Louis was sitting there with that girl he has been with ever since Stephanie broke up with him, I think her name was Taylor. She looked like a brat but I won't judge Louis' girlfriend. Like they always say, don't judge a book by it's cover.But I guess I just have a grudge against Louis. How could he hurt Stephanie as badly as he did,  people make mistakes, but that was a big mistake.

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-Hannah ;)