Letting it out

Him

October 4,2015

Honestly I used to.
But I loved him and he said he loved me back but he was with someone at the time and now I'm trying to get over him.
I feel like I do love him when I'm with him.
I get butterflies just thinking of seeing him and I just get happy.
And when I'm with him it feels like all my worries just float away and when I'm without him I feel torn.
All I want to do is to call him or text him because just hearing him or texting him makes me happy.
But he's hurt me before and I'm scared to fall even harder for him because I don't want to get hurt again and idk.
I want to love him but then again I don't.
But my question is why I love you?
All you do is ignore me when I do something that Hurts you or something you don't like.