"How was school?"
"Fine."
"How are you?"
"I'm fine, thank you."
"Are you okay?"
"I'm alright, thanks."
I say that over and over
But deep down I know it's bull shit
I try to make myself believe I'm fine
But I'm not
It gets tiring having to say "I'm fine, Thank you" over and over
Especially when you say it almost once everyday
You have to lie to cover up how you feel..
It's almost like make up
I can't help but wish for someone to say
"Quit lying to me," once in a while
But I can only wish or hope
Which does absolutely nothing
It's almost like I'm programmed to automatically say it
While my heart is screaming at me to just pour all my feelings out..
It's a never ending cycle
But don't worry about me
Because I'm fine
YOU ARE READING
"Happy"
RandomThis will basically be like a journal for myself. Also a place where you can ask for advice if you need it. Sorry for the shitty title...I decided to put quotation marks to show the sarcasm. This will also hopefully be a place were we can all empa...