The feelings mutual, the feelings right I can’t help wondering why I’m turning this light I don’t want to know how I ended up here. I don’t even know why I’m sat right there. There are troubles everywhere up and down. Keep your mind focused and you’ll stay put. Can’t get my mind corrupt.
I’m standing in the dark. I can hear whispers coming from above. They are out to get me. There waiting for the sign. I’m slaughtered and strangled and taken to God. No heaven for me just hell. I sold my soul and now I’m done. I’m trapped in this cage wondering when I’ll be free yet I’m treated like a powerless puppet, not knowing where to be. This place feels new. It smells of fresh laundry making me feel so refreshed yet its chemicals and other potions. I’m pinned down onto a table as they inject me with a chemical formula onto my neck then to my arms and finally the legs. I feel tingly yet I feel different. I can’t control myself. The handlers are out to get me. I can’t take this torture. I’ve been reborn into a whole different person.
Welcome the new me.
I’ve become a bad girl. Everything wrong seems so right. I can hear whispers in my head. I’m stuck in this new body. Farewell old friend. I have to be told on how I am supposed to feel. I’ve made a terrible mistake. I want to go back. I don’t feel safe. I sob in the corner. Mummy? Daddy? I disobeyed them greatly and now they’re gone.They murdered my parents for my fame and fortune or as I should say for their fame and fortune so that people feel sorry for me and obey ‘them’.Oh how I miss them with all my heart but the time has gone past so quickly and now they’re gone for good.
The next step of being in this torture chamber is for a nice shower. No harm can be done. My private time away from the handlers. I was wrong: As i stepped into the shower, which was full of triangles all around me with checkered flooring. I noticed something I looked above me and there all around me were camera's. This was going to be an endless rollercoaster of horror. Things seemed out of the ordinary and was very strange. They were eyes everywhere watching me from every angle. I was exposed. I was no longer myself. My dignity was lost in shreds.
