Cruel Beautiful world (Reader story in aot) Book one

Home again

Your pov

A few days passed as it becomes easier to talk with Aili, but l never called her mum however, she didn't convince me about it and for Degenhard it is more awkward with him whenever he talks or approaches me I never looked at his face and tried to end the conversation with him as fast as possible although I noticed his sad face and his pout it wasn't that bad when I first met him.Most of the time his talks were all about his job as a soldier and he talked about survey corps and from what I understood from his talk, they are a brave and awesome people who are the best at everything and can do anything and they protect the world from Titans but the so stupid cowards people don't understand how awesome they are. I heard Aili tell him to stop talking about them because that won't make us any closer. He didn't know what else to say.

I'm not sure why I avoid him and don't call both of them mum and dad, maybe it's because I would feel like I betrayed my parents if I call them mum and dad, I really like them and I feel sorry for how I treat them.

One day after my parent's death and Degenhard left. He said he need to go back and that he was lucky for the commander to give him the day they go on expedition off and now he has too much work left in his office to do. He looked so busy and Aili told me he is a squad leader, although I didn't understand what exactly she said, but I didn't ask her, but I did understand that he is an important person, she also told me he is known as the survey corps sky fox because of how he looks sharp sapphire eyes, reddish brown hair and his genus plans, however the commander most of the time didn't do or care about his plans, which makes him really angry whenever they are back.

The time I spent with Aili make us closer to each other, I now can talk to her and I don't feel nervous anymore she is really nice to me and can be overprotective. I guessed that's because she never had a child. However, I really want my previous life back.

"When will he be back" I asked while I was dusting the kitchen floor.
"Oh, you mean Degenhard? I'm not really sure, maybe after two weeks"
"Why is that!?" I asked as I stopped dusting and look at her.
"Well, that is because he works as soldier in the survey crops they are always busy also as I told you he is a squad leader so usually he is not home"
"Don't you feel lonely?"
"I do feel lonely alot actually, but I won't feel lonely anymore if you're here with me!" She smiled at me and I returned the smile.

Time skips

"Aili tell me a story I'm boring"
"A story? I don't really know many stories"
She puts her index finger to her chin when suddenly she was blushing.
"Well, there is this story about me and Degenhard I can tell you" she said as she sat next to me on the couch.
"You and Degenhard?"
"Yes, it's about how we met!"
'That's not what I want to year's
"Tell me..."
"Ok, I and Degenhard used to live in shiganshina we met when I was 8 and he was 11, Our first meeting was when my his father took him and visited us in our home he mum is dead back then however, he didn't want to come and he looked sooo bored and when his father told him to introduce himself to me he answered with an annoying tone "Tch, Dengnhard Amsel" he said, which caused me to glare at him and when I reached my hand out to shake his, he didn't shake it and just kept looking at me in the eyes till his father slapped the back of his head and told him to act nice and apologized to me but he didn't seem to care however my dad told me to take him and play outside so when I did he followed behind me but he never said anything till suddenly called for me"

Flashback Aili's pov
"Oi, do you want to play?"
"Huh?, uh, yeah, why not? What do you want to play?"
"Hide a seek, you count first". He then starts to run and I count to ten and starts searching for him when I suddenly heard screaming voice
When I arrived there I saw him on the ground and one boy on top of him, I then realized that he was trying to run away from me from the beginning.I immediately start running towards him and pulled the boy off of him and then I punched and kicked the boy while Degenhard was staring with awe in his eyes. The boy then ran away scared when I turned around to help him. He was angry and told me that he didn't want any help he stood up and starts running I didn't have any choice but to follow him I thought he may get in trouble again. He then stopped and looked up at the sky. I asked him why was the child hitting him at the beginning he told me that it is not my business and even if he told me quietl just maseconds, butim like others, but again, I told him if he doesn't tell me I will tell his father everything, he glared at me, but told me everything, he used to have a big brothdefenseas from the scouts, but the Titans killed him in his first expedition, he and his brother used to talk about the outside world and wished to see the world, soon after thatReallyrHahaha, Icame a soldier despite hidefense disapprove it. He was only one It's Titansports his brother and promised him to follow him one day.