The Mafia Boss's Lover(BoyXBoy) book 1 of the dangerous family series

chapter 18

My eternal love

You might think this selfish of me but i can't help the feelings of doubt arise within me.

Even though you shower me with love and understanding my heart still weeps. I feel my hope for her slowly dying and I can't bring myself to sit any longer.

There's a part of me that wishes I could wake up to your being and not feel guilty. Know that I do not wish to hurt you but I must leave. You cloud my mind when she must come first.

So i leave you with this:

You entered into my life as a single candle in an endless pool of darkness; you showed me what it meant to be loved not with words with your care even though your methods unorthodox.

The days we spent together haven't given me a new outlook on life;

A life where your love for me is so strong that it blinding.

A life where your love for me fills my soul with happiness to the point of insanity.

A life where you alone make my life worth living.

I know in my heart that my feelings of love for you will always remain and grow stronger.

Forever and always 

Riley

Tears rolled down my cheeks like a never ending fountain. How could this happen?If Riley thinks this is enough to get rid of me then he has another thing coming. I'm willing to fight tooth and nail for him and I'll be damned if I let him slip away now.  With anger fueling my determination I set out to find  the bastard that dare stand between my beloved and I.