Love letter

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Dear Mikey,
    When I first saw you I was dating your younger brother. Him and I were the same age. Then him and I had our first double date with Jordan and Sheldon. Kota was so sweet and as we watched the movie together we cuddled and kissed. You were there the whole time and I could feel you eyes upon me. I wanted to make you jealous. You were so sexy with those bright blue eyes and you gorgeous body. I knew that at the time all you saw me for was my body. Through the night as Kota and I kissed, I kept that still image of you in the back of my mind. When time passed and I had not seen you I thought little of you.

Then I saw you again. You were showing off for me. Not wearing a shirt doing back flips this way and that. You were dating my best friend and I tried not to blush when I saw you two kiss. I knew that you were doing it to make me jealous.

Then Kota and I broke up. It crushed my heart and soul. And you were there for me. On some nights we would stay up and talk until 2:00 in the morning. The. One night you asked me to kiss you and I said yes. But this was over text and I had no way of seeing you soon. The I went to my best friends house who happened to be you neighbor.

The night was cold and for an hour you and I sat outside and looked up at the stars. I was wearing a tight tank top and short shorts. And I was curled um in a blanket. You heard my teeth chattering and you put you arm around me and we sat there like that for a long time. But then you got up and left. I was angry at you so I lashed out and said hurtful things. We didn't talk for a long time.

Then you texted me out of anger and sadness. We talked for eights hours. We talked about our body's. And we talked about our insecurities. You asked me to kiss you again and we set up a date. We talked every day and I was so happy. Here was the boy who I had come to love, finally noticing me for my personality. Not for my body. But then you forgot about me and asked some skank out.

I am not perfect and I have many problems and now I know that I can truly trust no one. You have seen to that. I am in love with your brother. He plays with my head and makes me forget the nights I spent crying over him.

My dearest Mikey, now it is your move. Will you continuo to hurt me or will you get out off my life. I would like to here your story, but alas you will never read this and I will never tell you how much I love you.

Please forgive me,
Dark_haired_angel