Dear Diary,
3/6/13 7:37PM
Life's crap no wait stuff that life's sh*t I don't care no more.
Mum and dad are probably going to split,I can't live without Mum or Dad.
I feel like my hearts being ripped apart just thinking about it.
I know I've said this before but this time I mean it: I don't care no more,I give up,theirs never going to be happiness in my life,I should stop pretending everything's fine I honestly don't give a sh*t,I'm broken and I know it.from now on I'm going to stop caring and just get on with life.in school I'm going to ignore my friends and just get on with work, at 'play time' I'm going to try my best to ignore them.I really don't care anymore.I don't remember ever doing something bad to corse this,maybe karma just hates my fricken guts aye?
How conversations with karma would go...
Karma-
How are you feeling to day?
Me-
Fine
In the inside- just f*cking peachy
Karma-did you have a good day?
Me-yes
In the inside- of course I did I just LOOOVE hearing my parents argue its the best fricken part of the day I mean who wants parents that get along and love each other aye?!
Karma-are you feeling okay?
Me-yeah...why wouldn't I...?
In the inside-no I do not feel okay.cant you f*cking see?what are you blind?!?! I'm f*cking broken!!!! I feel like sh*t everyday! I mean it feels like someone's ripping out my heart and shoving it in my face!but no.im okay cause I f*cking say so.your so gullible you actually believe me when I say that I'm okay?you should go back to school cause you dot have the faintest idea.
I've had enough now bi to y'all who's read'n me diary.
Hope y'all are better then I am.
(Keyword - Hope)
X(
Signed Hellenna
