So, I hope you guys don't mind me doing this, it's really stupid, i know... but here are my feelings. I was told to share, so here I am. Sharing. Ha.
For the record. Happy endings are shit.
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Heart Of Gold? Or Heart Of Coal?
How could I be so blind?
How could I be so dumb?
Not to see through your game,
You played it well, babe.
Thought you were right.
You made me feel small,
Smaller than before.
Was it fun?
Belittling me?
Did it make you feel better?
Did it bring you joy?
To see the pain, running down my face?
OR?
Was I right?
Is your heart, really made of Gold?
Did you suffer as much as I did?
Did you just fall short in the game of love?
OR?
Was I just the short end of the stick for you?
Did you want someone else?
You sure sounded like you did.
You blame me.
I blame us.
You only pretended, Darling.
You lied to get what you wanted.
And, boy.
Did you get it.
You said you would fix it.
I believed you.
But...
Who were we kidding?
Your Heart was of Coal.
Not Gold.
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You'll know who you are if you read this, if you got this far. Good for you. Keep going. This was written awhile ago though.
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Fade Away
Holding on is hard.
Giving up?
That's harder.
Said so yourself.
So.
I never saw it coming,
when you yourself,
Gave up,
On me.
Mistakes made.
Promises broken.
Regrets formed.
I never saw it coming,
Honey.
Never saw you giving up like this.
I never realized you would fade away from me,
so quickly.
Never realized all of this,
Could Fade Away from,
Us.
How could I be so stupid.
How could I be so useless.
How could I push you away like I did?
How could you just FADE AWAY?
How can I be the me, I used to be,
With you?
When you're not here with me?
Pain has never been so real.
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Enough depressing things for one night don't you think?
All of this is copy righted. DO NOT STEAL! Got it? Okay(: GOOD.
Once again. This last one was written a long time ago... I don't miss you... Promise.:P
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Any title I come up with would be crap, so here's some crappy poetry, enjoy.
PoetryThese may seem cryptic to some, but others will understand perfectly...