I keep my trust close to me
So it's almost impossible to earn
Hiding how I feel so you couldn't see
How badly people could burn
I get hurt and forgive too much
But it's hard to forget
The pain you caused me
When its respect I should get
I guard my feelings so you can't see
All the memories
That haunt me
But you don't care now you hate me
I came after you like a lost soul
Hurt but wanting to help
But that's perfectly fine
Because it's not my help you wanted
To say you didn't hurt me is a lie
You took my trust and abused it
Many sleepless nights I wasted crying
To you my tears are meaningless and fake
You never cared about me
When you said you did
All you did was lie
When I never did
I forgave you many times
But you kept hurting me
I said I was done
And now you hate me
You knocked me down
Made me feel like less of a person
I should hate you
You shouldn't hate me
All I did was try to help
Try to give you
The friendship
You never had
I should hate you
All you did was lie
Abuse my trust
And knock me down
But the thing is
I could never hate you
Behind the asshole act
Is a kind guy wanting love
