MISTAKES 2 (Tronnor fanfic)

#12 Oh no

TROYES POV

Oh no. This isn't happening. Please god, please don't let this happen.
"Oh, fuck..." I groaned and buried my head to my hands.
"What's wrong, baby?" Tyler said as he just laid there comfortable.
"Jesus, jesus fucking christ." I sobbed feeling really mixed feelings. I mean, I was drunk...
"Don't day that we, you know..."
I mumbled and Tyler just laughed, moving the pillow under his head probably to make it more comfortable.
"Um, yeah we did. Like, we totally did that. You don't remember."
"Agh, what the fuck am I going to do Connor's gonna kill me..." I felt Tyler freeze.
"Connor?"
Shit.

"You said... You weren't together."
"I'm not sure okay?! I'm not sure if we are anymore! I really need to go." I junped up and dragged my jeans on as Tyler just laid in the bed, not even trying to stop me.
Jesus christ... Why do these things happen to me??

I pulled my tee and jacket on as I skipped down the stairs in Tylers hallway.
Maybe I could get away with this.
I shook my head as I stepped outside, waiting for a taxi.
Maybe I should just tell...

I was about to cry. I felt horrible. I couldn't even care less about my terrible hangover headache and the disgusting feeling I had all the time.
I just wanted to...
Go home? Or...
Escape?

I jumped to the taxi.
"To the nearest Morningdaze café, please."

What did I want?
Did I want to go home? Yes. But not now. After what I did. They wouldn't probably let me in anyways.

A hotel? Those are too expensive. What the hell am I going to do?
I decided to push all those feelings and a anxiety attack aside as I thought a cup of coffee could help alot.

I paid the taxi driver and walked in the hazy morning daze into the café. I ordered a latte, a cheese sandwhich and an apple.

I had just sat down as all my thoughts ran wild again. They wanted everything to be okay. I wanted everything to be okay.

I bit my apple as I got a text from Connor.
I immediatly started feeling bad.
"Sorry for being too rough on you... I mean,.. I'm just so sorry.

Great. He was sorry? What the fuck am I gonna do now?? Tell him? Never. I would never.
Maybe. Not today though.
What am I going to do??
Oh god help me trough this...

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so yeah here is just a quickie❤️ Hope y'all have a good day. I'm so tired my eyelids wont keep open so this was a short one.💟😊
~Ida