Hi guys! So I had finished writing this book, and I’ve been reading it from the first chapter, just to realize that it’s really bad. It have wrong grammar, bad story line, and it’s just all over the place. So I have decided to edit this book, you guys still can read this, but I suggest reading the chapter that has “(edited)” on the title. So thanks for all of you that had read my book, and I hope this can make it better.
This story started from the last episode of season 1 episode 22 Reckoning. Enjoy :)
“Can’t Beleive it”
Emily’s mind are just out of control, she had been through a lot of problem. She cancceled her marriage with Daniel, Amanda’s back and pregnant, Victoria’s plane crashed ,and she just figure out that her mother is still alive. Emily is crying herself out, leaving Nolan helplessly trying to cheer and lift her up. He had never seen her like this, through all the takedowns and the madness, he never once seen Emily cried. So Nolan hold her tight in his warm hug, while Emily sobs into his shoulder.
“Just let it out.” Nolan says quietly, patting her back lightly. He keep holding her until she stops because she’s asleep.
The next morning Emily wakes up felling really dizzy, remembering what had happened last night. Not believing on how vunerable she was last night, and also how embarassed she is to Nolan. She had always appeared strong, composed, and emotionless, but last night was nowhere near that. She honestly don’t know what is it about her that makes her this weak. Sure things had been crazy this past days, but it had always been like that for almost all of her life. Her thought stop when she feel really nauseous, she run to the bathroom and throw up on the toilet.
“Dammit..” she said.
She stays there for a while till she finishes, but even after that she doesn’t really feel alright. She decided to come down for some breakfast, but she sees Nolan already preparing to make one.
“What are you doing here?” Emily says more than asks, putting her guard up again.
“I’m about to make you some breakfast.” Nolan says cheerfully, trying to lift up the mood.
“I can make one my self.” Emily says, “You can leave now.” She says again, taking the spatula out of Nolan’s hand.
“Why are you like this Ems? There’s nothing wrong with a little bit of help.”
“There is nothing wrong with that if I can’t do it myself, but I can so I don’t need any help.”
“You’re suffering right now, you know that right?” Nolan says quite loud.
“So what if I am? I have been suferring all my life.”
“Why? Why can’t you just accept people’s help, accept people’s love, so you wont suffer anymore.” Nolan says lowering his voice.
Emily let out a sigh, “Because they will just make it worse... They will stay for a while, then they’ll get bored of me, and be with someone else. It’s like lifting me up a building but not to let me see the beautiful view, instead they push me off of it, making me fall hard and being in more pain than before.” Emily says, letting her guard down. Telling Nolan how she really feels, because that’s what had happened to her, it’s always like that. From foster home to her teenage year.
“I won’t get bored of you. If it’ll make you feel any better, I already see you as my little sister. Who you know, could be anoying sometimes, but I still love you.” Nolan says, putting her hand on Emily’s shoulder.
“It does make me feel better.” Emily says, before hugging Nolan, surprising him with her action.
“So what about I make you that breakfast now?” Nolan asks after breaking appart from the hug.
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I'm Just Happy It's You (Revenge Fan Fiction)(Editing in progress, read the one with "edited" on the chapter)
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