The lonly life I walk

Suicide

   WARNING EXPLICIT CONTENT AHEAD!!!!!!!!!!
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Kris' P.O.V

Okay that's it I can't take it anymore! The upsetting feeling burning in my gut is becoming too overwhelming! I thought pacing back and forth through my room eventually stopping and falling to my knees.

Do I really want to do this though? I really can't handle this anymore.. and if on cue all my memories flooded my mind.. Alexia and Ashton flirting , Mariah leaving me, Jenny being..Jenny. And that was the moment I decided, I have to do this. There no other escape. This is my way out of all my misery..

I sighed and walked to the bathroom taking one of the razors from the bathtub removing the blade. I looked over the shiny medal wondering who was the cause of this pain I felt. Walking back to my room, I sat on the floor .

I place the cold blade on my skin and pushed it further down letting it sink in. The pain was unbearable but somewhat tolerable and I whimpered slightly as I let it slide down my arm following the oozing blood that dripped onto the floor.

The doorknob turned but I ignored it and proceeded to let the blade do its job.

Someone walked in and dropped there phone, then spoke up,"Kris?" He asked slightly above a whisper

I said nothing as I looked up feeling the tears prick in my eyes.

I blinked and they started to fall..

"Why?" He asked grabbing a towel wiping my arm clean till there were only bright red scars remaining.

"Please don't." He cooed sitting next me softy tracing the cuts with his finger.

"B-but-" I started but the world became blurry and dizzy and after a little while I say nothing more than pitch black..

Cliffhanger! Who was with Kris? Well I'm not telling! 
-Kris and Alexa