OK guys I feel like the book is going slow so I'm gonna fast forward a little bit so we can really get to the good stuff. Now this is around winter time December/ January.
ON WITH THE STORY!"Girl why are you still even talkin to this jiggaboo?!". I held the phone a few inches away from my ear as I listened to my best friend DJ scold me. " HE AINT SHIT I TOLD YOU HE WASNT SHIT FROM THE BEGINNING BUT YOU JUST HAD TO BE GOOGLY EYED FOR THAT BELL PEPPA NOSE ASS NIGGA!!". Yet again I'm sitting here with my feelings hurt. But this time it's not because of some little Petty words...oh no this is a whole different situation.
Earlier today I was at breakfast sitting with Craig. I still wasn't talking to Quineil so I didn't bother sitting with him at the table we usually do. Me and Craig were having a debate about which rapper was better ice cube or snoop dog. As I was listening to him yell at me about how much better snoop dog was, I overheard the conversation at the table where Quineil was. He was talking to some of the other dancers. "Bruh I be takin the best selfies!" Someone took his phone to take a picture. I knew this because he said "Aye gimme my phone back!". " Awwww you got your girlfriend as ur wallpaper that's so cute!". I swear I felt my heart fall into my stomach.
"What's wrong?". I didn't realize the expression I had on my face until Craig shook me out my thoughts. I couldn't speak because I felt like I was gonna either throw up or scream. I was shaking from the anger building up inside me. " Tiff what's wrong?". I looked at him as the tears were building up and about to spill out. " I....I need to leave...right now." He looked very concerned and confused. He grabbed my hand and he took me to the other side and sat me down at an empty table. "What's wrong what happened?". " Did you hear what they said over there at the table where he's at?" " No what they say?" "The girl that's his wallpaper on his fone is his....girlfriend". I had to choke up that word. Craig pulled me into a hug and tried to calm me down. " Look just calm down and stay away from him OK. He's obviously a low life ass nigga. It's gonna be OK."
As soon as I got home I dialed DJ's number to tell her what happen. DJ is my bestest friend ever. That girl Always has my back and his hilarious. I can talk to her about any and everything. "Hello?". As soon as I heard her voice I immediately broke down. " What's wrong girl?". I fought through the tears and told her what happen. And that's how we got here. I know you guys are probably thinking I'm overreacting a little but I kinda have a reason...
This isn't the first time I've heard something involving him and another female. He always has all these different girls around him. I've heard a lot of conversation about him and let me just say...it wasn't anything I would want to hear. It got so bad to where I started having dreams about him with other girls and it made me sick. It honestly was driving me crazy. Even MY GUT was telling something was up and a woman's gut instinct never lies. But at this time in my life I was so love stricken..so nieve..I just ignored it and thought that I was being Crazy. No matter how hard I tried and how bad I wanted to...I couldn't walk away.
"I'm gonna confront him the next time I see him. I can't sit back this time". I wiped the remaining tears from my eyes and face. " Girl you better cause I'm gone beat his ass myself if I have to!!!" "Lmao DJ ur too much". She always knew how to make me laugh. " But don't cry girl he ain't Worth ur tears ur too pretty ". I shook my head and thanked her and hung up. I tired myself out from the amount of crying I did. I looked at my clock it read 9:30pm. I might as well take my tired ass to bed.
4 hours later... ~
I laid in my bed tossing and turning and sweating from hot to cold and back. Tears were running down my cheeks soaking my pillow, face, and neck. My mind was going 100 miles a minute. Just thinking about all the times I spent talking to him...giving him so much attention..listening to every word he said..laughing with him..giving him my trust and letting him in...feeling so strongly for him..telling him I love him. How could I have been so stupid...so blind? So far I have never loved a boy as much as I love him. He's.... He was...my first love.
WHY DID I TRUST HIM?!
WHY DID I LOVE HIM?!
Yaaay chapter 5!!! So I bed the story up to get to the better parts. But I really wanna know what you guys think so far. So plzzzz comment and give suggestions if any. I would some feedback. Out for the next chapter! Thanks lovelies!
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He is my everything (A prodigy love story based on my life)[ON HOLD]
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