Coffee Stains - A novel based on The Fooo Conspiracy

30. school

Ok as you all know I have a fable for drama. I always put everything in the most dramatic light there possibly is. But this time it's real. I mean I'm hardly missing the weeks I spent in Sweden. Mostly because I have so much schoolwork to do. And when I'm not working for school, I'm sleeping or eating. You know me... I'm practically always eating. Sometimes I'm even eating in school. I stopped eating as much lasagne as I used to. I figured it just makes me fat. My mom said I've changed. And I have. I've gotten way more secure around strangers. Boys in particular. It has been two weeks since I've come back and one since I've started school again. It's been good so far. I mean it's school but it's good. As good as school can be. I've barely been thinking about Oscar. He's just another holiday memory. Or at least that's what I've been telling myself. My time in Stockholm fells like it is part of another lifetime. Another me. Like its a memory of another person.

He has been calling. A lot actually. I never answered any of his calls. A relationship between the two of us would never work. I know it. He's too famous and I'm too German. Does that make sense? I mean we live 1500 km apart from each other. How is that ever going to work? Even if he visits me once in a while... So I decided to ignore his calls and texts and whatever he comes up with. I haven't blocked him yet though. It's nice to know I'm wanted and he doesn't give up. Still. The memory of him is burned in my head. Like coffee stains on an old newspaper.
So school.
I'm on the bus to get there. It's annoying. I hate taking the bus. It's so exhausting. It's not the drive or the bus itself... It's all those depressing couples that are snuggling around me. And really. I've never noticed how many couples are surrounding me and it really feels like everyone is happy except for me. I'm left to be lonely. At least being lonely ends as soon as I get to school. When I get off the bus, Natasha, Sophie and Ellie welcome me. You know Ellie already? Yeah... She's one of my three best friends. Sophie is my super talented, dancer Bestie. She is very self critical and sometimes it gets a little annoying. You know... When she dances like the princess she is and talks about it as if she dances like an Ogre. She's a little shy, but as you get to know her, she lets out the tiger inside of her.
Natasha on the other hand is the kind of friend everyone has. The kind that you have a hate-love relationship with. She's the one I have dirty insiders with, the one who teaches me about all the things about boys that are there to teach, and the one that needs me because I'm the kind of person that hurts herself at any occasion. Which apparently I do. Even now. As I step out of the bus, I miscalculate the ground difference between the bus and the asphalt beneath it. I struggle and Ellie manages to catch me right before I fall face forward on the floor. "Hi there!" She grins. "Morning!" I smirk and get up straight. "How was your weekend? Mine was rather boring like always. At least I got to catch up on my TV shows..." I say and we start moving towards the main entrance of the school. "Same here... But also I got pretty buzy with Moritz." Natasha smirks. Moritz is her sexfriend. Apparently he's not her boyfriend so we're all single. "Oh shut up! You and your stupid TV shows! It gets annoying you know! And Moritz... Natasha I don't want to hear about the gross things you're doing with him." Sophie says grossed out and Ellie chuckles agreeing. "Btw Klerii we haven't talked about that Swedish dude you told Ellie about. Did anything happen?" Natasha asks. "Not exactly." I respond secretive. Then we enter the classroom and everything is about school.

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I know this chapter really sucks... But I hope it's fine anyways. I also but two more of my very close friends into the story!

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