Hidden Sanity (Jeff The Killer Love)

Chapter One

I woke up to my obnoxious alarm clock. I slammed my hand on top of it and moved my thumb around for the button. I pushed my thumb into the slot and laid there motionless before sitting up and dropping my feet to the soft tan carpet below. The soft bristles caressed my feet as i stood up. I walked into the dimly lit bathroom. I left the light off and closed the door allowing the sunlight to bleed through the skylight. I brushed my hip length blonde hair. I rubbed lotion over my face brightening my pale skin. I lined my dark brown eyes with mascara on my top lashes and ringed my favorite black eyeliner on my waterline. It was my favorite because it was the darkest and worked the easiest. I heard my phone vibrate on the counter top and i flipped it open; reading a new text message alert before the actual message.

"Good morning beautiful." It read. Despite being a blocked number, i instantly knew who it was. The one person i despised with all the pieces of my heart. My ex-boyfriend...

"Alex, go fuck off and leave me alone." I sent the message and went on with my morning routine. I showered, brushed my teeth and hair, and threw on a pair of skinnies, boots, a white spagetti strap, and a jean jacket. I brushed my hair again before grabbing my bags and starting out the house, locking it behind me. The walk to school was as boring as always. I finally walked through the gates and found everyone shivering trying to keep warm and staring at me. The bell rang and i walked to my first period, lucky for me it was gym. I hated it, but excelled at it. We started out changing clothes and walking to the track for running. We started, and before long i was in the lead, as usual. I was pretty much the only girl that wasn't afraid to scrape my knee or break a nail or some crap. My other friends weren't as fast, but i always ran as fast as i could to try and get away from all the drama of the other girls. I was nearing the lap ending when i saw Kate, you could say we haven't spoken a lot but that's only because she is a complete bitch. She hadn't even done a single lap and was standing next to ,while talking to, the teacher. I was trying to run faster than possible past her when she put out her foot and tripped me.

"FUCK!" I cried. They both looked down at me

"Robin! Detention for foul language!" my teacher roared.

"What? NO!" I cried standing up and brushing the dirt off my knee's. "But You just watched her trip me!"

"Care to make it two?" She asked.

"Ugh...no." I glared at Kate, she had a gleeful smirk on her face.

Surprisingly the day went by quickly. I started to the locker room and went into my teachers office.

"Robin, i do not appreciate you're attitude lately. Now, go around and pick up all the trash around the locker room, then you may go." She said. Their wasn't much trash so i got out early. Thank god, if i was to listen to her sing to Madonna one more time i was going to pull my hair out.

I walked home and heard a loud thud from inside my room. I raced up the stairs and pushed my door open, where I found no one. I turned around and started down the hall, but I was yanked back inside by my hair.

"Com'ere." someone said behind me. They let go of my hair and i got a good look.

"Alex, leave me alone." I hissed. He glared at me.

"Not until i get what i want." He spat at me.

"No! For the last time, i am not going to have sex with you!" I cried. He grabbed my hair again and threw me into my bed. He crawled ontop of me and kissed me rough over and over again. My lips hurt and i felt him harden. He held my arms down as he pulled out a knife and cut my jacket open along with my tank. He tried to cut my bra but i kicked and rolled around and struggled until my foot was free, then i kicked him in the face. He grabbed his nose and cried out in pain. I tried to get away, but he pushed the knife to my throat.