Story of a Wallflower : Freshman Year

November 8, 2015

The probably craziest and scariest thing ever happened to me this week.

I was being stalked.

It started Monday

Monday morning is when it all started. It was freezing cold. I was hanging out with Cindy and her friends when this guy approached us.

He was big, black. and tall. 

I never seen him before in my life.

He seemed quiet and harmless.

"you seem cold. Come over and I can warm you" He told me. 

I was cold. REALLY COLD. I was only where a t-shirt and jeans. I was not attracted to him in anyway but I was attracted to the warmth he offered me.

I walked very slowly to him the he put his arms around me. He was so warm. I held on for awhile but then I started to feel kinda uncomfortable because it was TOO long of a hug.

My first instinct was to ask him for his name.

"what is your name?" I tried to ask as casual as possible. We were still hugging.

"kevin. my name is kevin" When he responded' he squeezed me even tighter into him. I felt like I was in that Trojan condom commercial where the couple are hugging so tight but unlike the couple, I was starting to get very uncomfortable. Like we were hugging for AT LEAST five minutes straight.

I rather shiver than continue to hug a guy I don't even know.

i pushed him off of me and went to my friend Meredith and started to start a conversation with here. She obviously asked who was the guy I was hugging.

"i don't know I was hoping you knew him." I responded

"no I don't Everyone thought you knew him and that was your BOYFRIEND."

"NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO." I said in a quiet scream.

"Did you know nathan was right there?" AS she said those word my body started to get hot. Like the 'you know you are guilty' of something type of shock.

I turned my body very slowly and I got very embarrassed. I did not see Nathan yet but I saw a guy that made me wish I saw Nathan. I saw Daniel. I was hoping he did not notice me at all that morning but i feel like he did. 

i turned my body a little bit more that I saw Nate. I felt my whole face get red.

I am the type of person that does not like it when their crush, or any guy they have feelings for, sees them with another guy. Because if the shoe was on the other foot I would hate myself for beyond eternity.

"OMG!" I said.

"I know I was waiting for you to stop hugging him so I can tell you but you guys were hugging for almost 15 minutes." She said.

"15 Minutes!!!!" I yelled. "Are you serious."

"yea" She replied.

Out of nowhere Kevin came back. But this time he hugged me from behind. Meredith slowly backed away. As she backed away I mouthed to her "Help me" But I don't think she read my lips that well.