George:
Bleep* The Skype icon pops up on your scream, a very handsome yet sleepy George appears and a huge smile spreads across your face.
"Hey baby." He waves and his face gets closer to the camera. "I've missed seeing your beautiful face." He smiles. Seeing him through a computer screen got pretty boring after a while but since he was on tour, this was the only way to catch a glimpse of his gorgeous face.
"Where are you today?" You question him. He doesn't always know where he is and it made you laugh because of how silly he sounds every time he asks Matthew.
"One second princess." He exits the screen and you faintly hear him talking to Matty. Obviously today was another one of them days. "Mate! Where are we?" A big goofy smile appears on your face as he made sure you couldn't hear him so he didn't sound stupid. "We're in Christchurch, New Zealand G." You google New Zealand before George even gets back to his seat. "We're in Christ...."
"Christchurch, New Zealand?" His smile gets bigger and his cheeks get redder. "I could hear you baby." You giggle to yourself as he tries to hide his embarrassment. "I've already googled it babe." You laugh. "Wow, that's on the other side of the world G." His smile fades a little as you wipe a tear from your eyes.
"I know my princess. 25 days and 6 hours and I'll be in your arms babe." Even though it was less then 4 weeks away, it still seemed like forever. It's been over 3 months since you seen him last and every time that Skype icon pops up you still get butterflies.
"Baby I'm going to bed, it's really late here compared to over in New Zealand!" You smile as you blow him a kiss through the computer screen. "I love you and I'll text you when I wake tomorrow! Night baby."
His arms cradle the screen in an effort to feel your heart beat. "I love you too queen! I'll see you in 3 and a half weeks. Sleep tight!" You smile as he says his final goodbye and hangs up. A tear streams down your face as you can't help the loneliness you're feeling.
"Goodnight George." You whisper to yourself before you fall asleep.
Matthew
School was so hard today as its been months that you haven't seen Matthew. It's taking such a massive strain on your life and even though you love Matthew you just don't know what to do.
You get home from school and the stress is just piling onto you causing your days to get worse and worse. You notice that it's only a few minutes till you and Matty Skype and tonight you're not 100% sure if you want to.
As you get your homework out of you bag, the Skype icon appears on the screen. You open it up and feel thousands of butterflies realise into your stomach.
A large smile takes over Matty's emotions while emptiness takes over yours. This is a lot harder than you'd expect. "Hi my baby girl. How was your day?" You burst out crying and as soon as the tears slip, Matthew gets instantly worried. "What's wrong my babe?" You look at his face which breaks your heart.
"Matty I can't do this. I can't live our relationship through a screen. You told me that it would be hard but nothing could prepare me for this." You explain. "It's like you're filling my lungs with a field of beautiful flower get its making it harder and harder for me to breath and I don't know what to do." It gets harder and harder for you to try and explain when eventually Matty tries and speaks.
"So what do you want? Do you want me? Or do you want to wait because baby I'll wait as long as you want!! I love you and I'm not going to let that go. You're the reason why I'm living my dream and thank you for that but I'm not going to lose you because of this. I would rather you over this." He points out. His expression on his face seems tired now, bags carrying his eyes. Crease marks around his cheeks. Maybe lack of sleep? I don't know. He's so worn out though. It's like he put on a mask just to protect you from seeing the hurt that it causes him too.
"I'm sorry, I'm just so stressed out with school and I'm so run down. I didn't mean to lash out." You say, sympathetically. "I love you and and don't want to lose you either. You're my baby! 4 more months." You reassure him. "We can do it." His eyes getting shallower and shallower.
"I love you." He acknowledges.
"I love you too Matthew." And with that. You two hang up. Not knowing when you'll see each other's faces again.
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