Imagine you are with Lee Min Ho,one of the famous and respected korean actors nowadays. Every girl in the world would envy you for being his bestfriend.
He cares a lot for you..
he wants you in his every taping, every event, every tour and guesting.
You always tell him how you hated him because its like you are his manager or more like his personal assistant or his girlfriend. The last thought made your stomach flipped.
And he would always tell you that you are his lucky charm.
He always tell you that he's the luckiest man alive for having you as his bestfriend and you actually feel the same way too but you always tell him the opposite of what you truly feels, you always tell him that he 's like a brother to you, nothing more nothing less.
But in fact, you loved being with him, you're just so afraid to admit that to yourself and to him. You're too afraid to lose the friendship that you have, the moment you tell him that you actually cared for him more than a brother, that infact, you loved him more than a friend.
You two were childhood friends. You knew that you're like a sister to him but he is your yesterday, your today and your tomorrow.
He's like your oxygen to breathe well and live.
He's your satisfaction.
Your whole life.
You cannot function without him..
Your world revolves just around him, no one else in this world could ever make you feel so happy and at the same time edgy and nervous like how you always felt when you are with him.
One afternoon both of you, were watching movies at his condo like you always do during dull times.
Both of you were lying side by side at his convertible sofa.
Your head is in his chest.
And that moment of you together seems like a picture of sweet couple. You are actually thankful because until now, he still had no plans of courting someone else to be his girlfriend. ( That sometimes it made you think that maybe, just maybe, he is somehow searching for the right timing to tell you his undying love for you.)
'Or maybe he has a girlfriend but he had no plans of letting you know about it.' Your subconscious told you.
You suddenly felt a tears pouring down your cheeks because of that heavy-drama movie that you are watching. Or maybe because of the thought of him having a secret relationship with someone else
Lee Min Ho heard you sob, he touched your chin and lifted it gently so your eyes will meet his. He looked at you with worries visible on his handsome face.
Your heartbeat instantly skyrocketed at his gesture and you hated yourself because of such reaction everytime he's being sweet like that.
"What's wrong princess?" He asked you so sweetly but you glared at him.
You actually loved it when he calls you "princess" but you won't let him know how you always want to hear him calling you that.
"How many times do I have to tell you not to call me princess." You snapped at him pretending that you are mad. But he just smiled at you. Ignoring your prententious angry eyes.
He pulled you closer to him and gently wiped your tears away.
"You can be a very good actress you know that?"
You frozed upon hearing what he'd said. Could he already noticed that I am in love with him to say that? Does he knew? You thought feeling agitated.
"And why is that?" You asked him with courage while raising an eyebrow at him.
" Because you cried so easily. That is one of the great talents an actor or actress should have." He hugged you so tight which is normal to him. But your heart always reacted so excited and happy and alive but afraid and anxious all at the same time.
You closed your eyes, just enjoying his embrace. When he asked again.
" Do you want it? " again, you stiffined.
want what? The hug? you asked to yourself. Feeling so guilty as if you've committed a crime. "I can tell my manager to count you in in my current movie, how does that sound to you?" You exhaled in relief. Knowing that until now he's still clueless about your feelings towards him.
"Nah.. I don't want to get involved in your messy and crowded and noisy world. I can't give up the quiet life that I have. Besides I'm happy just being your personal assistant" you said smiling at him.
A touched of his warm lips on your forehead shocked you and give you goosebumps, its as if thousands of voltage of current flows back and forth to all parts of your body, but still you manage to hide that feeling.
It was just a friendly gesture.Nothing more. You remind yourself.
"You are not my personal assistant, you are my bestfriend, my lucky charm."
"We should get ready, you have a taping at 5pm and its 4pm already. C'mon, get up." You stood first but you tripped at your own feet and stumble back on top of him.
You felt a sudden rush of blood on your cheeks. For a moment he held your eyes with his.
He's eyes were so captivating.. you looked down to his pointed nose down to his irresistible lips. You are about to kiss him when his phone rang and brought you two back to reality.
oh great! you murmured.
He reached for his phone and answer the call. Afterwards, a deafening silence came next.
An akward silence..
***Taping***
While you were at his taping, watching his love scene with his loveteam Park Syen Hye.
You feel that your heart is aching.. it seems as though it is tearing apart because of what you are seeing.
You are jealous as hell that all you wanted to do is to kill that woman he's kissing right now. If its only not because of his job. You whispered.
All you can do is to watch, while Le Min Ho seemingly was enjoying it.
But you can't take it anymore..
You don't know why you feel that way.
You should've been used to that kind of scenes because you were at his taping everyday for 5 years!!!
Your heart reacted sooo different today..
You are jealous as hell.
Somehow you wish that its you that he's kissing, not anyone else.
Then a sudden realization came out of your mind.
That...
YOUR LOVE FOR HIM ARE BEING INTENSIFIED MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY.
Oh NO this can't be.! You shouted at the back of your head.
