Hard To Watch

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It's just the fact.
That humans exist in this world.
And within this world, there's a heaven.
Do you believe in it?
Me? Yes, I believe that God do exist.
No one can tell, when a person will die in exact time, or place.
It is difficult to predict but, why is that the doctors knew when a person will die?
Are they the God?
People are only people who believe in God.
They are not people who can be a god sometimes.
People do only hope for some things they wanted.
Then what they will do if they had already tried their best yet nothing happened?
I'm sure. They will pray to God, hoping that our God will give them a chance-- a chance to survive.

I do believe in God.
I'm not that religious but I have faith in God.
I knew that He will be always there for me.
He will be there no matter what.
Yes, sometimes, I curse a lot.
After that, my mind will be talking to God, saying sorry for what I've said.

I want to share my own experience to you.
I want to tell how hard it is for me to watch a person.
Specifically, a grandmother.
Slowly becoming weak.
After she serve for God as an apostle, she received this kind of weakness.
I'm puzzled.
They say, when you have faith in God, believe in Him, you'll live happily.
But why is it that this old woman suffers weaknesses?
She live for God yet she still become weak-- to the point that she cannot' stand on her own.
Is it karma?
But why?

Well, I understand that all of the people in this world are sinners.
Nobody is perfect, no one is a saint.
We all have sins.

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⏰ Last updated: Nov 10, 2015 ⏰

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