Harry Styles Imagines

Facetime with Harry

Y/N P.O.V

It was 12 o'clock at night, i had been constantly trying to make myself fall asleep but i couldn't. I couldn't fall asleep knowing Harry wasn't  beside me. I didn't want to know that i wouldn't be able to be embraced in his arms, that i wouldn't be able to feel the warmth of this breath on the back of my head. I mean i was happy Harry was on tour and everything, but it killed me to know i couldn't see him for months and of course he asked me to go on tour with them but i didn't want to sound clingy.It was hard and i wanted to call him, but something just told me to wait for him to call me.

I had been on my laptop scrolling through anything to make me fall asleep and every time i was close to closing my eyes i'd wake up again. I finally got myself to close my eyes and right then was when i heard ringing on my laptop. I quickly opened my eyes to see Harrys name saying "accept/decline FaceTime call", i quickly rubbed my eyes to seem awake and clicked accept. It revealed Harrys face on the screen and my face on the corner of it.

Harry: Hi love!

Y/N: hi babe!

Harry: Did i wake you?

Y/N: no I've been up for a while, so how you been?

Harry: great, we arrived in pairs, its quite beautiful here, the only thing I'm missing from this trip is you. Why didn't you come with me love, we could of have the time of our lives here. I really wish you'd come.

Harry said with a sad look in his eyes.

Y/N: Its not easy here either, knowing that your thousands of miles away and i won't be able to feel you skin on mines for a while.

Harry: Why didn't you come with me then?

I didn't want to tell Harry I didn't want to go with him cause I felt clingy cause I know he would get mad at me. He hated when I told him I was clingy. Which I kinda was to be honest. I mean I was independent, but the constant  need to be in his arms or to feel the warmth of his skin on mine, and missing him when he needs to go to work it's unbearable for me to feel.
So I just told him a lie, which was also true.

Y/N: Cause I...I'm busy with work. Between writing songs and editing with the studio is too much for me to miss out on.

Harry: Why don't you just quite your job, let me take care of you. You hate your boss anyways.

Y/N: Babe I just can't quite my job, and besides its too much to ask for and plus I'm not going to always have you beside me. I need to take care of myself, and yeah I know my boss is an ass but I can't quite cause I don't like him, I won't find another job.

Harry: Love I told you I can find you a better job where you can actually sing in the studio and not just edit other people songs or write them, and I know how much it kills you to see you making other people's dreams happen when you can't even live your own dream

Y/N: I know your trying to look after me Harry and I truly appreciate it but i can't come running to you every time i need help. I have to learn to suck it up and deal with it.

Harry: I know, i know , but my job is to make sure you're happy and that you're taken care of and i can't to that if you're thousands of miles away in another country where I can't be with you.

Y/N: Its not your job to take care of me I don't want to sound like a pain in the ass but i can look after myself besides I'm 21 and a 27 year old shouldn't have to take care of me and besides your job is to make music and make people happy

Harry: well that could be your job too if you just let me help you. Please let me help you. Please come on tour with me and sleep beside me, and have my arms intwined with your body, and your hands in my hair. Please quite your crappy ass job and let me find you a new one that actually makes you happy and that actually involves you. Just please let me take care of you, let me care for you as if there isn't tomorrow to come. Please just let me make you happy, will you let me?

My whole body covered in goosebumps, repeating over and over what Harry had just said to me. My initial instinct was to say no to Harry, tell him i was an adult, that i didn't need him everyday of my life, but that would be a lie. It would be a lie to tell Harry i wasn't clingy, that I could handle my emotions, that i didn't need him to hold my hand every step of the way, it would all be a lie, but i didn't want to lie to him anymore. I didn't want my feeling to provoke Harry from loving me. I wanted him to know that i was independent, but i wanted him to hold me close in his arms. I wanted everything that i had with him when he's with me, but that can only happen if i just let go. If i quite trying to grow up so fast, quite trying to show everyone i could handle myself, quite trying to prove i didn't need anyones help. I needed to stop running from Harry, I needed to be more caring and loving about his feelings than mine. I just need to let go. Thats exactly what i did.

Y/N: Fine Harry, ill join you on tour and quite my job. I"ll finally let you care for me, I'll finally let go.

Harry: WAIT ARE YOU SERIOUS! IVE BEEN TRYING TO GET YOU TO CRACK FOREVER, I THOUGHT YOU WOULD TELL ME NO! THIS IS SO EXCITING, IM GONNA BE WITH MY BABY GIRL ON TOUR!

I couldn't help but laugh at Harrys excitement. Im glad i made the choice i did, it seemed a lot better for us.

Y/N: Im glad your happy, I have to start packing my things then if I'm gonna meet you in paris. Ill call you tomorrow after i talk to my boss. Im gonna go now ok, have a wonderful time in Paris, but not too much fun.

Harry: Ok love ill meet you in the city of love, then we can make our own love.

Y/N: Your jokes are so bad Harry.

I said as I giggled.

Harry: There are plenty more where that came from.

Y/N: ok ill deal with your jokes later. Im gonna go to bed now, I love you baby!

Harry: I love you too baby girl!

Harry said as he waved in the camera good bye as i hit the end button.

I put my laptop on the night desk and plugged it in as i fell asleep knowing i would be with Harry soon.

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Lol hi loves, this is a short crappy imagine but i hope you guys like it anyways! - S xx