Let me start out by saying,I will not nor have I ever cheated with my boyfriend.But you can have a small crush....right? Well that's kind of what I had,I like this boy named Carter. He's a football player,and he always smells amazing,when he walks past me and I get a whiff of his body spray I almost faint.His hair is blonde spiked in the front with gel. His face has a slight tan and brown eyes that could melt you. He always has minty breath,everything about him made me crazy,I want to pull him to me and kiss him and never stop. Sometimes I catch myself staring at him and have to force myself to look somewhere else. We were friends and we texted but I can tell it's not going anywhere.
The truth is I think I secretly love Carter but I could never date him because one of my friends dated him.I would never do that to her,but I can dream...
I feel so guilty because I have an amazing boyfriend and I love him but Carter is flawless.
The thing that sucks the most is that I can't even tell my best friend because she dated him...I can't let her find out,I would die
