Chapter One:
I always found peace with the cold and dark days in Ireland. I though that I was in my own world. I welcomed the rain. People driving by were startled by the young pale white teenager sitting in the park by herself, some very lovely people even tried to help me they asked me if I was ok. They would have accepted a strange lonesome looking girl even if they didn't know her. I was happy in my own place. But I couldn't shake the awful disturbing images off. Of what my last few moments at that place were like.
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"Alice dear, could you please some in here for a brief moment?" my mother never ever addressed me by my name unless the social workers were here or her guests. The usual name I answered to varied from bitch to basterd, whore to slime ball. I was only a little girl when all this happened in front of me, I felt like my whole heart shattered when my mothers fist had connected with my face and my body. I always blamed myself. Until I met Becks ( Rebecca ) turned out we had more in common than I could think. Abusive homes. Our own hideouts. It sometimes felt like we were sisters going through a rough patch. After our beatings we would shrug it off and say it would only make them weaker. We were wrong. "ehh, sure."
There on the couch of my moms flat sat three handsome men. They were gazing up at me in awe. Super creepy. "this is James, Alex and Ethan" she was smiling like a lunatic. I was suddenly happy for her, she was mostly alone apart from her casual one night stands. But then suspicious what suddenly made her that way was my sisters and brother ok? "Where's the others?" my tone cracked with concern I suddenly didn't care why the three young men were staring at me my own family was all I could see.
"oh they are much to happy at the moment, and all at your cause" she gave me a quick evil glare so I began to back up. The others were staring more forcefully at me I immediately distrusted them. "Stay here, I told you I need to see you, and talk to you!" "no you didn't" and that's when the real thing began...
