(Hey guys, Alot of you have been asking why didn't I give the twins the same birthday .... I forgot about that my bad, and ''Jacob'' is a.j I just said that by mistake if that makes any sense welp I hope you enjoy xo.)
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It's been a couple of days since mia's birthday and justin's still giving me the silent treatment. I don't know why, we're not together. I don't see his problem.
''Mommy! Mommy I have to use the little ladies room.''Bella whispered tugging on my pants leg.
She looked around the room before turning back to me leaning closely.
''And, and can you watch the door so duty gobblings don't try and nibble on my tiny piggys!''She whisper yelled wiggling her tiny toes.
I nodded smiling as she dragged me to the bathroom.
Bella's so fucking adorable.
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I heard the toilet flush and the sink water running. The water stopped and out came a very relived looking bella.''Finished?''I asked holding my hand out.
''Finished!''She giggled.
We walked down stairs hand in hand we reached the bottom of the stairs and I saw justin.
Oh boy.
''Daddy!''Bella yelled running down the rest of the steps and into his arms.
''Hey baby, how are you?''He smiled kissing her cheek.
Lowkey wishing it was me in his arms right now.
My eyes widen at the thought that was running through my mind. It's not that I don't I don't miss justin.
Because I do. So much. But for some reason I can't help but keep that grudge inside me. I want to hate him for what he did.
I never wanted to see him again let alone talk to him. But I couldn't do that. Not now aleast, now that him and the girls formed such a special bond. That would be selfish of me.
To deprive my babies the opportunity of having a father, their father in their life. I'd rather them be daddies girls that girls with daddy issues.
I know by kissing a.j I hurt justin. Im not dumb, I know justin still has feeling for me. And I have very complicated feeling for him.
But then again he did chose to leave with jenny. So that's his hang up. Should have chosen the better woman. The tighter woman. (If you know what I mean.)
Soon I went into deep thought. Having a interal battle with myself. I always do this. I over think everything for no reason.
This was probably all just in my head. If justin truely had feelings for me he would have acted on them.
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Justin's Pov
I stared at lira taking in her beauty. Dammit lee why'd you have to kiss that gorilla lookin ass goof.
I. Love. You. Lira.
Why can't you see that? You constantly hurt me and you don't even know it.
Its either that or she just doesn't care. I know lira still cares for me. She's just having trouble figuring out what she wants.
My baby has always been indecisive about everything. It was one of the thinhs I hated/ loved about her.
I need to find a way to squirm my way back into lira's life. I miss her so much. It would crush me if she every actually decided to move on.
And im not gonna let that chance come. I've been giving her the cold shoulder and I can tell she's not liking it.
I could use this to my advantage. I thought as I smirked to myself.
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Hey guys, I was gonna make this longer but I ran out of ideas. I really wasn't going to update today tbfh. Btw I really don't like when you guys get sassy on me not updating. You guys gotta understand im a sophomore in high school I have other MORE impotant things to worry (NOT THAT YOU GUYS AREN'T IMPORTANT) about. So please dont hate me cause I take to long or it not being long enough. Im trying my best here.VOTE & COMMENT!!!
-SHANICE XO.
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