Phan One shots

A friend called Connor (Trigger warning)

AN: I suck at writing but I'm bored
TRIGGER WARNINGS: Mentions Suicide, Depression if you are sensitive to these things please proceed with caution or don't read at all
Pronpt: Dan's friend connor dies and Dan seeks comfort from phil
Dan: Age 18
Phil: Age 22

Dan's POV: I lay on my bed and stare at the ceiling because I can't sleep my body was tired but my brain couldn't stop replaying all the previous events leading to this very moment after years of depression Connor had given up. I quickly push the thought of one of my best friends being gone to prevent my self from crying again. I turn towards my bedside table and pick up my phone only to burn my eyes from the brightness 2:17 a.m. Well there isn't chance I'm going to sleep tonight I might as well go out for a bit. I locked my bedroom door and grabbed my wallet my phone and phone charger and climb out my window quietly to make sure no one wakes up. I started waking through town and made sure to look at the ground to avoid making eye contact with any one that might be walking around. After about 10 minutes of walking I found myself walking towards Phil's place I guess it's just instinct. I started to feel cold I guess I forgot my jacket I looked down and realized I was soaking wet Had it been raining this whole time? I finally stumbled across Phil's Flat and remembered that I forgot the key that he had given me recently in my jacket so I pulled out my phone and called Phil after about 10 seconds of ringing I heard a muffed voice on the other line.
Phil: .........Dan?
Dan: .....Sorry I know it's kinda its kinda late but I didn't know where else to go..........
Phil: Dan what do you mean?
Dan: I'm outside but I forgot my key at home.....but if you really don't want me here right now I can walk back home.....
Phil: Are you crazy?!?! No way it's pouring give me a sec I'll be down there
*hangs up*
I stood there for less than 15 seconds when a very tried Phil came out with his mess hair ;Aw Dan your soaking wet" Phil said pulling me into the house we went up his stairs I went straight to his couch and sighed as I sunk into the comfortable piece of furniture. I closed my eyes and took a deep breath"......Dan?" It was Phil "mhmm......yes Phil?" I opened my eyes to see Phil with his duvet in his arms he gave it to me then went to the kitchen and came back with two cups of hot chocolate and left over marshmallows he blushed as he gave me my cup I looked into my mug to see one marshmallow "........sorry I got hungry" I rolled my eyes and gave him a weak smile. Phil frowned and sat next to me "its Connor isn't it?" I looked down because I didn't want Phil to see me cry its been weeks and I still cry at the thought of him. ".......Dan?" I didn't dare look up I just put my head in my hands and then I suddenly felt Phil move my hands from my face and tilted my chin so I was looking into his blue eyes. My eyes where full of tears phil put his arms around me I buried my face in his chest and I began to soak his tee shirt with my tears "phil?" I muttered into his chest "yes?" "I miss him......so much" I said trying so to overwhelm myself again. "I know Dan but you where there for him and now he's in a place where he won't be sad anymore." "Thanks for being here for me phil I love you." "I said falling asleep in his chest I love you too."