I was texting my friend,ley on what happened on chatzy..
Then she said Jo told sting what happened.
I was so shocked!
I did NOT gave her permission!
Like WTF!
My heart pumped faster..
I quickly asked her what really happened.
Then she just repeated what she said..
"She told sting what happened!"
Ugh..WTH.
I don't know what to do and feel.
Uggghhh!!
Monday.
I entered our classroom and put my bag to my seat then talk with jaz.
We were talking when I heard something from her that really hurted
And pierced through my heart.
"He's MU with Victoria..ughh..that betch."
I just talked to her and continued our conversation as if I have no strange,mixed stupid emotions inside me..
I tried laughing with their jokes..I put my mask on and show them MJ who's strong and not like mariane who is a crybaby and a weak girl with issues..though they're both me..
I can't help but stare at some random things sometimes..still thinking about that.
I sat in the corner with ley and sing..
A/N:the music is 'tagalog' ..Im not translating it.
"At kung anu ano na ang ginawa, at sinubukan, para ala-ala mo'y mawala at malimutan, ngunit di gumagaling itong sugat ba dinulot mo, at kahit na anong gawin di uusad itong puso ko~"
I repeated the chorus and felt it's message.
"Aww!!! Forever doesn't exist!!!!!!!"
Somebody said..though I already know who is..
"Forever does exist! Friggin' BITTER!"
I shouted.
Sigh..
Kinda sad about it though..
This is a messed up life, I don't want to live this life.
Messed up feelings.
Messed up life.
Messed up me.
All a mess.
Okay that's it.
I went to aly's group of friends and sat after her with kris- chan on my side..
She was sitting on the table of the arm chair so I grab the opportunity abd hug her as I prevent my tears from falling and tried sleeping..
It's kinda hard especially when youre with crazy peoples.
So I can't sleep..I just hugged her..until I felt a little better .
Wow..he's already in an MU with a girl..I prefer sammy or jes for him..even though I haven't talked to jes yet.
Like WTF.
I sat next to lai when I got bored and sing..
Okay mj..keep it together.. Now, forget about your feelings for him and just try stopping your tears to fall
I thought as I sing..
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No Ficción"I'm so sorry for all the times I denied how I feel about you, I just think it's embarrassing and awkward for the both of us , or you will not talk to me anymore, I'm so sorry..I should've been honest. Ugh! Now that I can't talk to you anymore, I m...
