Is this love? // Bradley will Simpson fanfic//

Chapter 23

I just lay in the park. All night. I don't answer my phone. I can't even move, all that my body knows how to do is to shake and to cry... It's like I'm going back in time- the time where I was abused.

Trust is an awful thing, it's love's best friend. But when both broken at once, it almost feels as if you have been shut down. Like you can't function anymore.

Now all that's left to do is cry and ask my self, did he even love you? When you feel this low, good memories that you shared together become nothing but dark flashbacks of the conversation I've just had. To the fact that I've been cheated on this whole time we were here. My home town! I have to move. I can't stay back in Birmingham with no Brad I just can't!

----------------------2hours later------ 11:30pm---------------------

My phone starts ringing, I look up for the first time since Brad left. The caller ID says Tristan.... I don't want to speak to him, he was hiding it from time this whole time! Just like all the rest of them! I decline the call. He tries again, but the decline button is the only one I see.

I thought the devastation im feeling had made me immune to the cold... Until now. My body is shaking aggressively and my lips are turning blue. Even in in the hottest of summers, Liverpool nights are freezing. Especially if all you're doing is lying down on a park floor- Crying you're heart out. I'm sure that the stream of tears running down my face have frozen into a frozen lake of hopelessness.

I'm going to leave, I'm going to do it. Head for somewhere with no vamps, no boys... And no Brad. If I can't have a life with him there's no life for me here at all. But it's so cold. I try to call jasmin but my hands are just so cold. Eventually I do it, I tap on Jasmins name and I call her.

"Hello?" She answers, worried.
"Hi, I reply" still shaking from the cold.
"Where are you!? Everyone's been worried! We've been searching for ages!" She almost cries down the phone.
It suddenly hit me that Brad didn't want them to find me... He knew I was in the park or he would have told them. He really hates me! I start crying down the phone.

"What's up?" She asked sympathetically.
"Just come pick me up, I'm at the park on the end of our hotel" I sniffled down the phone then ended the call.

---------------- 30 minutes later---------------

" Tasha come on" jasmin whispered to me, I was barely conscious.... All I could see was blurred versions of everything, I saw multiple silhouettes and flashing lights, but something was happening, coming over me like a cloud of black smoke. After that all I saw was back....