Forget Me Now

Introduction + Chapter 1: First Day of Hell

My name is Katrina Williams.
I pronounce my name Kat Rina but people still say Ka Trina. It gets annoying.

I suffer from depression. I also suffer from Social Anxiety. It's the worst.

I'm only 12, and I suffer through them both. I also may be "mentally ill". I see demons, ghosts, all of that creepy shit. I also hear voices.

I've been abused since I was 11. My mom and dad abused me every day when I was 11. Luckily my parents went to jail and I live with my aunt and uncle. They're so much nicer than my mom and dad. Hell, why aren't they my mom and dad? I rather have my aunt and uncle as parents.

This is where it all begins.....

As I get ready to go to school, I noticed my aunt is on the phone. She's talking to a good friend of hers. I quickly put my shoes on and walk out of the door.

I [try to] patiently wait for the bus at the bus. I check my phone, it's 7:15 am. My bus should be here soon. I hate school so much.

I've been depressed ever since I was 10. The reason? Well, my parents were strict and harsh, and I remember if I didn't do my homework, I went to bed after dinner. It doesn't sound harsh, but trust me, there was a lot more harsh things.

I also have panic attacks. I remember my mom and dad discussing that they might put me up for adoption. I didn't want to be adopted! So I freaked out, I honestly couldn't breathe. It was THE worst.

The bus gets here, and this is where hell begins......