I hate myself
True
I often think of death
True
Suicide is a reasonable option
True
If you see more than lines
I'm so very sorry.
My parents have no idea who I actually am.
I hide behind a smile with tears and makeup running down my face.
I hate myself
If this is how my life is going to be, I don't want it anymore.
She was drowning but nobody saw her struggle.
Nobody knows the real me.
Nobody know how many times if sat down in my room and cried and how many times I've lost hope.
How many times I've been let down.
How many times I felt like I'm about to snap. But I don't just for the sake of others.
Nobody knows the thoughts that are going on in my head.
Whenever I'm sad and how horrible they really are.
I wish I'd never mad that first cut...
I'm so sick of speaking the words that no one understands.
Because when I lost you I had lost myself.
Mirror mirror on my wall I just want to be thin and tall.
Mirror mirror if I change my hair maybe someone would care?
Mirror mirror if I starve myself,
At least I'll be beautiful, forget my health.
Mirror mirror if I cut my wrist will I still exist
Mirror mirror don't you see what you show me is ruining me?
Could you ever love a girl with scars?.....
