15
I watch him walk with the girl that he says he loves and act like it doesn't hurt
But inside its like bombs and cannons are going off
Damaging my insides that bring tears to my face
And a knot in my throat only he can undo
14
I watch my sister walk down the aisle to the love of her life
As she stares to me and a tear falls down my face
Seeing as he will never love me the way my sister loves her husband
But I say I love you to forgetting how your words grasp around my neck like two hands
13
I met you
And I loved you
But we were too young to understand what that meant right?
13
We spent every day together
At first we were too shy to confess feelings
13
You told me I was your everything
12
I sat in my room
Drowning myself in my edgy emo kid music
You know
Those songs we used to sing to each other on those nights we hated everyone
12
I hate my friends
12
I hate me
12
I hate everything I loved
11
I have these reoccurring dreams of being kidnapped
I didn't really think much of it
Because it was a dream
10
I lost my best friend
She meant so much to me
And walked away because I said one thing wrong
9
My sister moved out and left my with my brother and parents
I asked her if I could move in with her
Because I couldn't stand those nights without having her home
8
I surround myself in a online world
I lied about my age to get more friends
Because I couldn't make any in general
7
I wanted to be a dancer
Or a singer
I don't know
I just want to perform on stage
6
I said my name was six
I didn't know how names worked yet or how to spell
That was too hard for me to understand
5
I received a shirt and barbie from my best friend
She had the same ones
I buried them both in a box so I didn't have to see them
I wanted to be myself not like her
4
Mommy and daddy got me a pink and purple princess cake
I kept the tiara because I thought I was truly a princess
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2
1
0
A life span that brings tears to my eyes because through all this good only bad has been reached.
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Black Eyes And Teenage Suicides
Poezjawhen a boy becomes something more to you than just a boy, things can get messed with your mind. here are my poems of life, mistakes, and a special boy that has helped me to write them all. and maybe a few being lifes way of saying fuck you.
