Everything has it's own limitation and it looks like we reached ours already..
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I have been having this crazy messed up feels, lately.
I tried to laugh but I still think that my laugh is fake..
Their jokes are funny..I don't know what is wrong with me..I tried okay?
As classes are dismissed, I straightly walked to my sisters' room and fetch her then walked to my mom's office.
I joined the chatzy room and found that I'm alone..they're not here yet..
So I took the chance..
Mj:..
Mj: ?
Mj: Im sorry guys..
Mj: ugggh
Mj:okay..
Mj: 1
Mj:..
Mj: 2
Mj:..
Mj: 3
Mj:..
Mj: okay..feeling's gone.
Mousse pie joined
Sting joined
Jezmheen joined
Argh dammit heart!
Stop beating fast!
As I checked out who 'joined' the conversations and saw his name.. I felt worse..my body started shaking like WTF. I felt really cold that I could just hide under my blanket..my hands are freezing as I type and chat with them..
Argh! I hate this!
Sting: ..
Mj: jez! Talk to meeehhhh..
Mj: jez..hug me! My hands are freezing.
Then a few chats..
Jez isn't talking .____. Like wth.
Until the chat went awkward because of MjXSting ..and that victoria who called my friend 'loser'.
My friends become angry and told sting what they felt..
I tried to get into the conversation when ley is asking him something when jo stopped me..
I know that I have choice.
-to shut up and let them talk.
-to meddle with the chat.
I chose not to talk..I trust them.
While I was watching them.. I'll be like..ugh guys please stop it..they're already together..and happy..can you guys be considerate and just understood them.
But of course I didn't talk.
I took the chance to talk with him and decided to just be friends with him..
It's not that I don't like him anymore in an instant..of course it will take time but I know I can take it.
Step by step I'll try.
My day ended ..a little sad with a hint of joy.
Friends..that's all we can be..
It's not that I want him to be my ..ugh
.boyfriend..we're too young for those..yuck!
Just accept it.
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