There's nothing better than expressing yourself by drawings..
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We went home and rest.
Lol. Not really.
Just went home,
I change my clothes and sat at a not-so far chair from the tv and saw my sketchpad on the table infront of me.
And because of this mixed up emotions and feels, I decided to draw.
The first one is two girls but the same person, the first girl is happy and smiling like there's no problem, and behind her is a girl,which is her too, crying like she has the buggest problem in the world.
I like it.
And the second one is a girl and a guy..with a wall or somerhing between them , then there's something written on it.. Friends..
Ugghh..le feelz.
I hate this.
I fixed the guy cuz he's looking very weird..and ugly ..for me..
After a few minutes..
Okay, I'm still not satusfied..but I'm gonna rest..I have to.
I just shrugged all the emotions and feelings and sleep.
------------>>morning.
I entered the room,carrying two books and my sketchpad so I can draw when I'm bored.
A few minutes later..
Aly wanted to see what's inside my sketch pad..
I wanted to show her badly but I thought that she'll tell this to everybody..
So I decided not to..
Until break time on the afternoon came..
Ley wanted to know what's inside it too..
I breathed deep. And showed her..
The first one is okay..
Then when the second drawing was about to be revealed..I laid my head to her shoulder and look at her..
She saw it then she...I mean..We cried like seriously cried but not that long though.
I was about to show aly when she noticed our eyes..
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Do we looked like we cried?Yes.
She looked at the second drawing and read the captions or something then shouted..or ranted.
"Aww! How sad! Aarrggghhhh...this is so sad! I wanna cry!!!"
She continued shouting(ranting) as I hug ley..
This feels better..I need someone right now..I feel like crying..again.
Until my friends saw it..
They..RANTED. Like..ugh..they are talking about the friendzone thingy and those weird stuff's about..us.
I felt better tho, no need to say something..the sketchpad drawings says it all.
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WHY ARE YOU AVOIDING MEEEE???? *CRIES* I AM NOT SHOO-ING YOU OR SOMETHING! I JUST WANT MY FRIEND BACK..UGGHHH. I feel so sad.. :(
Im not angry at you, I'm not avoiding you, I am not shoo-ing you..
~author :(
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