A second Chance ( Short story )

Flashback

Ainah's POV .

" Cant you forgive him Shasha ? I can see that he is trying his best to win you back again . And I can see in his eyes how much he wanted you back , And how much he loves you . I think he deserve a second chance . "

" I- I dont know Em . A part of me wants to forgive him . But a part of me also refuses . Because I am so damn scared of being hurt again . B- being hurt by him . I- I just cant Em . I just cant " Agad naman akong niyakap ni Marco . " Ssssshhh . Hush down . "

I know in my heart that Kean is always there . Pero , Di ko lang talaga kaya . Sariwa pa lahat ng nangyari samin ni kean .

Flashback 2 years ago ....

Ainah's POV

I am so excited to see Kean . May surprise kasi ako sakanya eh . Kinuha ko na ang car keys ko at nag drive papunta sa company nila .

When i arrived . Agad naman akong binati ng mga empleyado sa loob . Thet knew me . Because i am the wife of their boss . The owner of the company . Nag punta na agad ako sa elevetor at nag madaling maglakad papunta sa office ni kean .

" G- good Afternoon maam Ainah . "
Sabi ng secretary ni kean .

" Good afternoon Mia . Where's Kean ? " Napa iwas sya ng tingin at parang kinakabahan .

" Uhhhhmm . H- he is on a meeting maam . " Natataranta nyang sabi .

" Ok . Ill just wait him on his office ."

Papasok na sana ako ng bigla akong harangan ng secretary nya .

" What's the problem Mia ? Why are you not letting me in ? " May bahid ng pag kairita ang boses ko .

" M- maam ... " Napatingin sya sakin at napa buntong hininga . Nag tataka na ko sa mga ikinikilos nya . Agad kong binuksan ang pinto at agad akong napako sa kinakatayuan ko .

S-shit . This cant b- be . I- I am j-just dreaming . And a tear escaped from my eyes .

My husband and my sister . Naked . A tear fell from my eyes .

Napatingin agad sakin si Kean . Nagulat sya na para bang nakakita sya Ng multo . Pero agad nya ring binawi yun at Umalis sa ibabaw ng ate ko . I looked at my sister . He just smirked at me .

I cant stop my tears from falling . Alam ko namang napilitan lang na mag pakasal sakin si kean . Na hindi nya ko mahal . Pero , Ang akala ko mahal nya ko eh . Sa 1 taong pag sasama namin akala ko mahal nya na rin ako . Pero , I was wrong . He is still inlove with my sister .

" Youre disturbing us Ainah . What do you fucking need ?! " Parang pinaga ang puso ko ng husto ng marinig yun kay kean . All along ang akala ko ako na . But Damn it ! I was so damn wrong . Lumapit sya sa akin at hinila ako palabas .

" Damn it ainah ! What do you need ?! "

I slapped him . How could he say that ?!

" What do I need kean ?! Damn you ! I thought you love me ?! Pag ka tapos ng nakita ko tatanungin mo ko kung anong kailangan ko kean ?! " Pinag hahampas ko sya sa dibdib nya . Hi di ko na kinaya at nspaluhod na ko sa sahig . " Why did you fool me kean ? I dont understand . I gave everything to you . Am i not enough ? " Umiiyak kong sabi . " Please tell me that you love me and ill forgive you . " Itinayo nya ko at mahigpit na hinawakan ang braso ko .

" I dont love you Ainah ! And i never loved you ! You are just my bedwarmer ! Why cant you just un derstand that i do not love you ?! Stop pushing it ! I love your sister and not you !! " Those words tear my heart into peices . Akala ko nag bago na sya . I thought that he feels the same way too .

" D-dont y-ou *sob* even l- loved me once kean ? " Sana . Sana sabihin nya na minahal nya ko . I will forget all of this .

" I dont love you ainah . Please , just go . Ill give you the annulment papers tommorow . " malamig na sabi nito at iniwan ako .

Pakiramdam ko tumigil sa pag tibok ang puso ko . I watch him walk away towards me . Ang sakit . Ang sakit sakit . Napatakip ako ng bibig para hindi marinig ang mga hagulgol ko .

Why did you fooled me kean ? All along ang akala ko may pag asa na tayo . You even said na you are already falling inlove with me . But whats this ? Am i not enough for you ? Nag kulang ba ko ? Binigay ko naman lahat ha ?

Umalis na ako dun at nag drive pauwi .

Habang nasa sasakyan ako umiiyak pa din ako . Wala akong pake kahit may makakita pa . All i know now is i am hurting . Habang nag dadrive ako nanlalabo ang paningin ko . I closed my eyes and i see them . My sister and my husband . I step at the break and drive faster . Wala akong pakialam kung masagasaan ako . Nagagalit ako . Galit na galit . I was about to turn but suddenly a bus came . I closed my eyes . I hate you Kean . I hate you .

* Blaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaggggggg *