Thank you
You blessed my life with open fields of white daisies
And endless amounts of butterfly kisses
Thank you
You showed me that I need to love myself before I loved you
That an artist can't love their work till the correct colors match up
Thank you
You cared about my words
They meant something to you enough to catch yourself from failing
But
Thank you
For realizing I wasn't good enough for you
You made me waste my time on you to leave me for empty hearts of broken down girls
Thank you
For tearing my heart out and throwing spit wads of lies my way
As every words follow me today and will follow me till I rest at night
Thank you
For not giving me straight answers
Without that I would've realized I need someone with a mind of colors
A mind of broken mishaps and half shaded in memories
Not you who followed everything with a simple "okay" or "fuck you"
Thank you
For making every word have a new meaning
The simple "night" had not been tolerated till "good" was added before
Because you thought if I said "goodnight" you sleep better and feel better about yourself and your life's direction
Thank you
For not thinking about the girl who's lips you kissed every night
To a cheap someone who could
"Just do"
Thank you
For realizing you didn't deserve someone like me
You deserve someone like you.
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Black Eyes And Teenage Suicides
Puisiwhen a boy becomes something more to you than just a boy, things can get messed with your mind. here are my poems of life, mistakes, and a special boy that has helped me to write them all. and maybe a few being lifes way of saying fuck you.
