I go to concerts alone which help me calm down my stress or depression... Its better than what it actually sounds but i'll be okay, i think. Over the summer the thing that helped me while i stayed in door were the books i had the books that inspire me to write dumb shit like this. I guess its not that dumb because it also helps me. Skyping people also helps me calm down like right now i'm on skype with my stupid funny friend and shes trying to find names for her characters which is funny to watch. Music calms me down more than anything honestly but it makes me just want to go in the pit and fuck shit it up like last time i did.
I honestly have no idea what this is about anymore it's just random things that i enjoy to do when it should be about "romance" i mean it is if the beginning is romance right?
Let's go back to making this a "romantic' story somehow OR OR OR we can just change the whole subject (:
