Why can't you love me?

Pairing: Niall and Harry, Harry and Louis briefly
Description: Spring Break, Party, Feelings Confessed.
Warnings: gxg, gaysmut, fluff, boyxboy, first time, swearing, etc

Have you ever liked someone so bad it physically hurt? No not like seeing that person gives you a boner or something like that. Like it hurts your stomach every time they walk into the room or seeing them with someone else hurts so bad it causes you to cry.

Well Niall Horan feels like that everytime he's around Harry.

Harry Styles.

Harry Styles is your typical teenage heart throb that runs the school and keeps up a 'bad boy' image but Niall knows the real Harry under the act.

Niall knows that Harry feels horrible if he hurts anyone's feelings throughout the day or if he says something rude he wants to immediately apologise. The blonde boy knows that Harry only puts up with the act so he can be noticed by Louis Tomlinson who is the high school punk and people say he's very skilled in the bedroom.

One thing Niall doesn't understand is why his best friend since preschool doesn't notice that he is in love with the curly haired dweeb. He's been evident about it even before he came out as bisexual. He doesn't even try hiding it anymore but Harry still doesn't see it. Really the only thing Niall hasn't done is anything sexual to the younger lad and well he hasn't kissed the boy either.

Niall sat next to Harry at the younger boy's house after school one day. It was the beginning of their week long Spring Break and Harry's mum decided the boy's were old enough to stay at the house by themselves while she and her husband went and had their own vacation.

Niall was one of the few people Anne trusted having over alone with Harry since they had been friends for as long as anyone could remember and she knew the Irish boy would keep her son in line as he always did. That was the only reason she really allowed Harry to be left without parent supervision.

Once the boys said bye to Harry's parents they flopped back down on the couch and Harry as always immediately started in about Louis.

"Did you see his outfit today though? It was so hot and his arms are just so sexy. That beanie does wonders for him," Harry rambled on causing Niall to roll his eyes.

This was what it was always like. Niall would have to sit and listen to his best friend slash crush go on and on about some stupid player while trying to pretend to at least have some interest.

"Haz you sound like some love sick school girl. Will you shut up about Tomlinson for a while? I don't care about the boy who has shown zero interest in you for the past two years. To him you're just some stupid virgin under classman. Why don't you find someone your age that actually shows interest in you?" Niall finally said after Harry had gone on about Louis for a good twenty minutes.

Harry frowned as Niall's words sunk in and he sighed after a moment of silence. He knew Niall was right about Louis. The older classman hadn't shown any interest in the curly haired boy and it was most likely because the age difference and the fact that Harry was still a virgin and had no skills in the bedroom at all. No hot bad boy would want a good boy in bed. Everyone knew that.

Niall sighed in content when his friend didn't continue with his talk about the school's bad boy. He laid down on the couch like he always did and put his head in Harry's lap. He immediately felt his friend's long fingers pushing their way through his blonde locks in a relaxing manner. His blue eyes slowly began to shut from the actions as he completely relaxed with his legs hanging off the couch.

Harry's movements stopped suddenly after a few minutes causing the older boy to roll onto his back so he could see his brunette friend; a frown crossing his lips at the look of utter concentration was on Harry's face.