Her heart was beating frantically "Bus kuch ghante aur... phir sab khatam hojaye ga...."
She knew Wali Suhaib khan never say a word that he won't implement on... If he said he is going to divorce her on 1st April it means He will... She was mad at herself for making such a stupid choice in her life... She even burned the contract papers but by burning them she couldn't turn the reality....
"Mein tumse door nahi jana chahti Wali tumse divorce nahi chahti... par shayed ab tumhare naam se humesha ke liye alag na hone ke liye mujhe tumse door jana parega.... Wahan jahan tum mujhe dhoondh na sako wahan jahan tum mujhe khud se door na karsako...."
She knew after some hours His Heart wrecker will come and break her heart...
She clutched her heart and cried rivers... she knew the only way to stop this divorce is she should leave this place and run away from her problems like she always do... Tomorrow Morning when he won't find her he will get angry but only for time being than he will move on...
She wiped her tears pulled out her phone and dialed the bus services number...
"Ek Peshawar se Lahore ki ticket book karwani hai jo bhi pehli available ho...." She voiced while tears streamed down her face.
"Okay ma'am subha chaar baje ki apki ticket humne confirm kardi hai ap bill terminal pe aake pay kar lijiye ga..." the man answered professionally.
"Thanku..." She answered and disconnected the call.
It was 2 in night she has to leave this place in an hour... She packed very little stuff then picked up a paper and pen to write down the biggest truth of her life to the very person she loved the most.
After writing she got out her room... Silence was prevailing everywhere she sneaked into his room and saw his sleeping form on bed.
She moved forward and watched his glistening face in the moon light "Ah this man...."
She placed the paper on the side table beside lamp... Then bend down to his level as if there was mere distance between their faces... Her eyes welled up... lips trembled and then what she did was the thing if Wali Suhaib Khan would have watched he would have fainted...
She kissed his forehead lightly... He stirred a bit in his sleep and she moved away "I love you Wali... and I always will..." She whispered to him and left the room immediately to stop herself from breaking down...
She picked up her bag... it was a silent night she knew if Wali came to know that she left the place at night and that too alone he will kill her... but to get killed by him was much easy than watching him leaving her...
"Ji Bibi ji... " Gul khan came rushing confused why she came at such hour.
"Mujhe zara bus terminal tak Chor aao..." She spoke with pleading voice.
"Par Bibi ji is waqt...." Gul khan was now really surprised.
"Han ek zaroori kaam agaya hai ek case agaya hai uske liye jana hai... please tum zara gadi nikalo..." This time she spoke up in a quickening way and to avoid further question strode towards the main gate.
At Bus Terminal
She got out bought her ticket and sat on the bus "Bus itna saath tha Wali mujhe mauf kardena...." Tears streamed down her face and this time she cried her heart out... She had to let this out if she really wanted to do what she was doing "Leaving him..."
"Tera shehar jo peeche choot raha hai
Kuch andar hi andar toot raha hai..."
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WAFA REUNION
SpiritualJust couldn’t resist…. I had so many thoughts so thought to pen them down on Wafa… Hope this will be worth reading….