Hurt betrayed said confused
Behind your shadow,
I stand and fall.
It's a tough battle,
In which I feel so small.
My feelings toward you,
you might think are dumb.
Sad upset confused,
angry hurt and numb.
When I needed a mom,
you were not there,
to talk about boys,
or to fix my hair.
Yes,you used me and my name
what you did was frame me
yes you did call,
every once and while,
but an ocean of tears,
hide behind this smile.
Tormented, trapped and torn,
my heart says I feel,
seven years after I was born,
my heart won't start to heal.
I see other girls,
laugh with their moms,
I go dizzy with swirls,
and crash like a bomb.
The anger in me,
rages in fright,
always staying angry,
I just think I might.
Time heals everything,
I don't think that's true,
I know something,
time did not do.
Time has been flying,
for a long while,
I've always been trying,
to show a real smile.
One thing that hurts,
and I don't know why,
But you never took the
Time to figure out why
All you had time to do was deceive me and mistreat me
and it makes me cry.
When I think about this,
to myself I lie,
I've gotten over you,
that I would not try.
You are a mother,
a mother of three,
me and my brother
and my little sister
we hardly know you,
we know who we want you to be not who you when it comes to certain things
Every night I think,
of how my life could've been,
tears run down my face,
and my world starts to spin.
These past few years,
have been really hard,
for the rest of my life,
I'll be severely scarred.
It took me time to realize,
what you did to me,
tears in my eyes,
and you're clueless it seems.
I try to be brave,
it really hurts,
you could've stopped
instead of making it worse.
I want you to know this,
it's sad but it's true,
you hurt your little girl,
I will no longer
remain you little girl
nor will I remain HURT !!!
