Coffee Stains - A novel based on The Fooo Conspiracy

34.

I sit next to Peter in the car. We're on the way to my place to have sex. I'm not so sure I actually want that but it's the only way to make Oscar think I'm not in love with him anymore and he has to move on. Right? Driving there I'm not so sure its the right idea anymore. I mean of course it's the wrong idea... But what can I say.. I've always been attracted to bad boys. It is why I fell for Oscar in the first place. Cause he seemed like the one who brings trouble. And my assumption was correct. Just look where I'm now. Maybe I should just let Oscar take me with him. Maybe I should loose myself in him like I did that summer. But maybe he is just totally bad for me. Weather or not, he stays himself. And that means trouble all the way. But it also means fun. And desire, and love, and pleasure, and great food! That guy cooks like a god! There are so many up sides to being with Oscar. But there are just as many downsides. He has caused me so much pain.
Peter. As I look at him I know exactly what he is thinking. I always do. Peter is easy to read. I am generally great at reading peoples emotions but Peter is super simple. It's why it is so easy to be with him. At the same time it is incredibly hard because I just don't find him sexually attracting. And besides: he drives like lunatic. I'm starting to regret my decision not to get a license. But luckily my house is not that far from the school.
As soon as we get there, peter jumps out of the car. I slowly do the same and follow him to my front door. My stomach is cringed and I start feeling sick to it.

Oscars POV:

What the hell is she doing? As I watch her get in to Peter-the-jerks car, I feel my heard breaking. I mean I was pretty devastated when she left to go home, even though Lou explained everything. So I took a German class to actually move here or at least to spent more time in the love of my life's  home country. Klara didn't seem very happy I was here to win her back. In fact, she got herself a boyfriend. When I saw how they look at each other I knew, they are not in love with each other. Still I wondered why Klerii didn't want to be with me. She looked so miserable. She list a lot of weight, she basically looked sick. When she looked better as I made her the coffee I realized something: being away from me made her that miserable. It hit me like I just walked into a wall. When she came to get a coffee she looked so much better. And I even talked to one of her friends. She said that Klara has stopped eating lasagne as much. She has stopped eating as much of anything and her spirit has left her mind. She's not as cheerful as she used to be. And so I decided to get her back on the right path. So when I entered her math lesson, of course I only came there for her, I only had eyes fshould'veI knew she was hiding from me and I was Happy that, again, she looked healthier. I knew what she'd do. I knew she'd plan to annoy me away but when she started to ask those unnecessarily stupid questions, I couldn't help it
I had to kiss her. But it was not to shut her up like she thought, it was because her cheer had come back. The cheer I always found so beautiful in her. The cheer that made her face light up. And the cheer that mirrors her personality. When everybody else would get annoyed by it, I would get turned on and I needed to kiss her. I needed to so many more things but I couldn't. The reason: I should've guessed she would bite me. Because she wasn't ready.

Now it breaks my heart to see her drive away with another guy. Because I know her intention. Although I also know she won't go through with it, it hurts like she drove a steak through my beating heart. Luckily my best friends stop their car in front of me just in the right moment. Of course ive called them and told them everything about Peter and Klaras state.
Felix, Omar and Lou jump out leaving Olly on the steer wheel. "Get in and get her!" Lou screams and I don't even think about it but jump into the front seat. Not asking any questions, Olly takes out his phone. "What are you doing? Go after her!" I scream. "Its too late! Let me call her. She'll listen to me. And we don't even know where she lives." He's right. And so I wait.

Klerii's POV:

I'm on the toilet. I have to get ready right? I mean emotionally.
My phone is ringing. The screen shows Olly's picture. What does he want now? I haven't talked to him during the last weeks. Only once. I still answering because I miss hearing his voice. "Olly. Hi!" I say plainly.
"Klara what are you doing?" I should've known he has come as well as Oscar. "Did Oscar ask you to call me? Cause I told him to leave me alone.."
"No I decided to call despite Oscar said I shouldn't. So tell me... What are you doing???"
"I'm going to sleep with peter to get Oscar to leave me alone." I can't lie to Olly. He's my best friend!
"Don't do that. Its not worth it. I know you still love Oscar so why do you want him gone?" Olly tries to convince me.
"Because we can never be together. The distance is too big!" I'm crying now.
"But Oscar is willing to move to Germany until you finish your school! Didn't he tell you that?" He now sounds like the question is not only for me. "Oscar why didn't you? You're an asshole!" I hear a muffling and than an "ouch! Stop hitting me!"
"Wait.. Is he listening?" Oh god!
"Not anymore. I left the car." Although I know he's lying I make a confession: "I do love Oscar. I just can't handle all of that drama all the time. And something else WILL come up." I'm still crying. "Klerii! Now please tell Peter to go and tell me your address so we can come get you. And then well all talk together! OK?" Oh much I want that. But I can't. Maybe I'm addicted to being miserable... Or I'm addicted to Oscar. Because every time I saw him today it made me feel better. It made me feel wanted. I know everything here seems to lead to me being with Oscar is the right idea, but the thought still feels wrong.
"I'm sorry." I say with a tear running down my cheek and I hang up.

Oscars POV:

"Dude I think this time you might be wrong about her."

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So guys there you go! Oscar point of view! I hope its fine! And if you have any thoughts about what happens next... Please let me know cause I'm out of ideas lol! ❤❤