"One's destination is never a place but a new way of seeing things"
I woke up 4 in the morning and I can't go back to sleep so I decided to get up early and prepare breakfast for my 3 siblings tutal naman wala sila Mama and Papa. As I was going down the stairs narealize ko na andilim pala talaga sa baba. I quickly open the lights in our sala.
"Ahhh!!"
"Ahhhh!!"
Shoti Jeric and Jeron heard our scream and quickly ran towards us.
"Achi!Nasan yung magnanakaw?! Nasan?!"Jeric holding a baseball bat
"Achi naman! Why are you suddenly shouting? It's early in the morning"Jeron asked looking worried.
"Oo nga Achi. Why are you suddenly shouting?"Almira said
"E kasi naman ikaw Almira. Of all places andyan ka sa dilim. You didn't even open the lights. Akala ko kung sino na. Look at yourself Shobe.. you look like a ghost and ang laki ng eyebags mo. Sobrang putla mo pa" I worriedly said.
"You look more of a zombie,Shobe.Hahahaha!" Jeric joked.
"wooohhh.. creepy!" Jeron added and they both laughed.
"Stop it you two!" I said.
"Eh kasi naman Achi I can't sleep. Insomnia I guessed. That's why awhile ago bumaba ako to have some milk and umupo muna ko sa sofa. I didn't bother opening the lights kasi akala ko sandali lang ako. Yun pala nakatulog na ko. Sorry Achi."
"It's ok Shobe. Next time don't do it again. Ocia. I'll cook na so we could eat our breakfast. The three of you go fix yourself na. May pasok pa kayo."
I went to the kitchen and started cooking. Jeric and Jeron went upstairs. 30 minutes passed and I finished cooking. I went to the sala and saw Almira doing something.. drawing I guess.
"O Shobe bakit di ka pa nagaayos?"
"It's my free day Achi. Wala akong pasok"
"Ah.Ok let's go shopping you want?Wala din akong pasok sa work eh."
"Cge Achi. I'll buy new clothes. Hihihi"
"What are you doing nga pala Shobe?It's nice ah"
"Thanks Achi. Nagdodoodle ako"
"You really are inspired ah. Laki nang love eh.Hahaha"
"Ganyan talaga Achi. Eh ikaw nga you still don't have lovelife. Ang pihikan mo Achi. Hindi ka pa ba naiinlove?"
"I don't know Shobe. Dati someone courted me. I'm happy with him pero hindi ko pa iniisip nun yung lovelife. I enjoy that time exploring new things.. new places and enjoying life without stress. I didn't know na I was hurting him na. Na he felt I was just fooling him around. Hindi ko siya napapansin because of so many things. Na andyan pala siya lagi sa tabi ko. Then one day bigla na lang siyang nawala. Hindi ko alam kung san sya nagpunta. hinanap ko siya kaso wala na talaga siya. Nun ko lang narealize na he was important to me. Ewan. Hindi ko alam kung inlove na ba yun. Bata pa kami nun Shobe." nalungkot ako ng mga panahong yun. He was my first heartbreak. Narealize ko kasi after nun na I feel the same way for him kaso it's too late. Wala na siya.
