Ashton's POV
I jumped in the shower, almost crying cause of the hot shower water on the cuts. Not only did it hurt, but it made me wanna cut even more.
- At School -
I walked off the bus seeing that the guys were already at school, so I walked up to them and said hello. Try all said hello back, but then I noticed Luke was staring at me, I looked at him then looked back at the others, making it look like I didn't even know he was looking at me.
- First Class -
Ashton's first class was maths, Luke's was English, Calum's was science, and Michaels was wood working. When first period was over, Michael ran up to the guys opening there locker's and explained that we should ditch school and go see Michaels and Calum's girlfriend and stay the night at Alex's house. (Alex is Calum's girlfriend) so they all nodded and began packing all there stuff and left.
- Alex's House -
They all walked in and sat down and watched TV until basically 6:30 at night. Alex suggested we do something. So after at least 2 hours of thinking and finding things to do they finally agreed on a game. Spin the bottle. Tara Michaels girlfriend pulled out an empty plastic water bottle. He set it down on the floor and began too spin the bottle
"Wait wait wait... We need to get into our pajama's" Calum said as he walked out in batman p.j bottoms with no top on. So the rest got into there p.j's and then Tara once again spines the bottle. And it landed on Alex. So they both shrugged and kissed right there. Michael and Calum didn't exactly like the fact that sooner or later Luke would be kissing the girls, same with Ashton. So Alex spinned the bottle and it landed on Michael. Alex paused for a minute, then just quickly got it over with and kissed Michael. So it went on and on and finally it was Ashton's turn to spin the bottle... It landed on Luke. He blushed then shrugged "let's just do it I guess." Luke nodded giving a sign for Ashton to lean in. So he did, the. There lips smashed together then detached. Even though Ashton wanted to kiss him all day.. He obviously couldn't. It came up 3:00 am so they were all tired. They went to bed and fell asleep in no time.
- Morning -
Ashton woke up then ran into the bathroom, he had to take a pee so bad...so he did. Once he was done, he noticed a razor blade on the counter of the bathroom sink. He slowly picked it up and looked at it for a moment. He placed it on his wrist then moved the blade across his wrist leaving blood all over his wrist, his tears began to drip down, but he cleaned himself up then left the razor blade and walked out. Everyone was awake and making breakfast. Luke walked up to him and grabbed his wrist to come to the kitchen for bacon, but then Ashton yelped and his eyes began to water "what's wrong, did I hurt you, I didn't grab that hard." Luke said as he reached out for his wrist again. "I'm fine, I just have a bruse and it really hurts."
