Annoying.
I feel like I'm a bother to others.
Not good enough.
I try too hard.
I feel stupid.
Stupid because of my grades.
I feel stressed.
I can't seem to get a grip on life.
I feel invisible.
If I were to disappear, I feel like no one would even care.
I'm hurt.
I bottle everything inside for the sake of others.
I feel ugly.
All of my friends are beautiful.
I feel unimportant.
I just want to run away lately.
I'm heartbroken and no one even notices...
What I feel is so much more than I can bare to take anymore.
People don't realize when they say I'm annoying that whether or not they meant it, it still cuts me like a knife.
I feel needy.
Like if I ask a question, I'm not worthy of an answer.
I want to cry but then I feel like in attention seeking.
I'm tired of it all.
After all, no one even notices.
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A/n: my heart is broken right now and I don't even know why.
