Chapter 5- Wanted

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I sighed loudly to the silent room I sat in. Looking down at Toby, he looked peaceful just lying there on the hospital bed. But I had a feeling it wasn't peaceful. Most of the time, he looked like he was frustrated, or in some sort of pain. I rubbed the bridge of my nose. It's been three weeks in this hell hole. Three weeks Toby's been in a coma. Quietly I pulled out my phone, and once again flipped it to show the camera. But unlike all the rest of the times,I was filming for me channel. It's been awhile.

"Hey babes." I started, putting on the happiest face I could manage. "I'm sorry it's been a while, and for those of you who font follow my husband on youtube, uh..." I paused and bit my lips. Even with his body laying right in front of me, it was hard to say. "Uh..Toby's been in a coma for three weeks, so I've kinda been pre-occupied. But for today, I'm gonna do a little cover. It's Toby's and my song. It's hunter hayes's song wanted. Once again I own nothing, don't sue me." I ended the video. I was going to cry, I just knew it. I could edit the two videos together later. I grasped Toby's hand, and once again his heart rate sped up. I smiled a little knowing that I made him do that.

I rested my head on his bicep,being careful not to hit the IV in his arm. My body started violently shaking again. I squeezed Tobys hand harder, wishing he could squeeze it back, tell me everything would be alright, to comfort me. then again, if he were here to do that, i wouldn't be in this position. I let out a sob, this time, feeling pain from my raspy throat. Singing probably wasn't the best idea. I've barely been speaking,let alone being a normal person. Just crying. I didn't want to, but it seemed to be one of the only body functions i had left. After i regained my composer, I sat up, pulled out my phone once again and started filming.

"Sorry about the pause. But um, there wont be background music, so bare with me as i try to remember lyrics, rhythm and tone."

You know I'd fall apart without you 

I don't know how you do what you do 

'Cause everything that don't make sense about me 

Makes sense when I'm with you

Like everything that's green, girl, I need you 

But it's more than one and one makes two 

Put aside the math and the logic of it 

You gotta know you're wanted too

'Cause I wanna wrap you up 

Wanna kiss your lips 

I wanna make you feel wanted 

And I wanna call you mine 

Wanna hold your hand forever 

And never let you forget it 

Yeah, I, I wanna make you feel wanted

Anyone can tell you you're pretty, yeah 

And you get that all the time, I know you do 

But your beauty's deeper than the make-up 

And I wanna show you what I see tonight...

When I wrap you up 

When I kiss your lips. 

I I wanna make you feel wanted 

And I wanna call you mine 

Wanna hold your hand forever 

And never let you forget it 

'Cause, baby, I, I wanna make you feel wanted

As good as you make me feel 

I wanna make you feel better 

Better than your fairy tales 

Better than your best dreams 

You're more than everything I need 

You're all I ever wanted 

All I ever wanted

And I just wanna wrap you up 

Wanna kiss your lips 

I wanna make you feel wanted 

And I wanna call you mine 

Wanna hold your hand forever 

And never let you forget it 

Yeah, I wanna make you feel wanted 

Baby, I wanna make you feel wanted

You'll always be wanted

by the time i finished the song tears were again streaming down my face, id probably get a lot of hate comments saying that i was fake crying, or the whole thing going on with Toby was a joke. and then that will lead to me wanting to punch someone in the face. I sighed and did my outro, set my phone down beside me, and closed my eyes. I was so exhausted, i didn't even notic the nurse come into the room.

"You know dear, he's really lucky to have you." she said. i wasn't sure if she meant it, or if it was just sympathy. Either way i gave her a sad smile. "I'm not joking. I'm sure you've been getting a whole bunch of sympathy, but i really and truly am saying something from my heart."

I sat up a bit, she seemed really nice. "Really? I've never had someone care like that..."

"Well what about your brother, and Toby? And that girl that's always coming to see you?" she asked.

"Well yeah them, but im talking about someone that i don't even know." i shrugged.

The woman placed her dark-skinned hand on my knee. " 'Hun, my daughter watches your singing videos, and my son watches your husbands videos. I know what you're both like. More importantly, when you flew out here and started dating Toby, i saw you become happy. Happier then any of your other videos. And it brakes me to see you this way. According to my son, You've changed Toby, in ways that only true fans can see. You're made for each other, and i don't think gods 'gonna take him away from you now." she smiled.

i smiled for real this time. "Thank you."

AN: Yeah this is kinda just a filler. i couldn't go from Toby being in a coma for one week, then to him waking up a month later. but ahhhh GET READY FOR THE NEXT CHAPTER! im gonna just fuck with your feels... 3>:) *Evilly laughs* haha Soo yeah.

Don't go crazy while I'm gone.

~Browniebuscus <3

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