Suicide mission

Chapter One

(Jenny's P.O.V)

I walked home from school, tired and alone.
It was '2:46pm' i had nowhere to go but home, sadly.

I walked up my drive way and slowly and quietly into my house.
"Sweetie, is that you?" I heard my gentle mother say.

"Its me ma" she walked around the corner smiling, "how was sch-" she was interrupted by my drunk father

"OI FAGGOT WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU THINK YOU'RE DOING?" He bellowed

"Honey, she wasn't doing anything" my mother said softly before getting a slap in the face before receiving a deadly glare from my farther

"Was i talking to you, WAS I SLUT!?" my mother shook her head, tears streaming down her face.

"Make me dinner now!" he yelled she nodded once again before quickly running back into the kitchen.

"Now you!" He said and i gulped before he pushed me over and kicked me in the side causing me to wince in pain.

"I WILL NOT ALLOW YOU TO BE A FAGGOT" he kicked me multiple times and punched me until he breathed in heavily

"Get out of my site you disgusting FAG" i tried to get up as quickly as possible.

I ran to my room, i closed my doors and balled my eyes out.

"How could my own farther do this to me" i said between sniffles, i was used to it but it still didn't make any difference.

I go to my bathroom, i grab out a small cream coloured box, i open it and pull out two silver blades, they glistened in the light.

I decided not to cut as that would just cause me more pain, so i jumped in the shower hugging my naked body.

Letting the water and tears run down, i thought of another world, one where i loved myself, i wasn't bullied and beat up.

Where i was happy, sadly i can't say i know that place to well, I've only seen it in my dreams.

When i was finished in the shower, 10 minutes later. I put on my black Lacey bra and white tank top with a black jacket and grey sweatpants.

I threw my hair into a messy bun and just as i was about to put on some socks my phone went off.

'Bing. Bing. Bing'

I checked the caller ID 'Amanda'
I picked up,

"hello?"
"Hey Jenn, how are you?
"Uh hey Amanda, I'm fine! Thanks, how are you?"
"Eh fine, My mums drunk again and i wanted to see if you wanted to hang out"
I thought for a second "Yeah, sure. I'll see if i can get out"
"Awesome! Thanks! Meet my at Kingsley Park"
"Mhmm, okay See ya Mandy"
"Bubbye Jenn!"

I hung up and texted my mum 'Hey mum, can i go out and see Amanda?'

I got a reply almost instantly 'Sure sweetie, have fun and be safe!'

I smiled softly and then another text appeared 'Oh and take your brother x'

'Okay mum, thanks! :) x'

I quietly walked to my little brothers room, he's 13.
I knocked softly "Mmm?"
I opened the door "me and Amanda are going to the park, wanna come?"
He smiled a soft broken smile "sure"

He was wearing a pair of black skinny jeans, a white t-shirt and a plaid jacket with black vans.

I smiled and grabbed his hand "lets go"

Kingsley park was walking length from my house so we decided to walk.

After a short walk and small chat about how school was going we soon arrived.

I saw Amanda instantly, in her cream coloured flowing thigh high dress, with some cream coloured flats.

Her curly blonde hair was flowing and she had a cute flower crown on.

Yup she was beautiful as always.
We made eye contact and she ran to us smiling.

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