Loving You

Chapter One

............ as we were about to kiss, I heard something that sounded like music. I tried to ignore but it only got louder and insistent. And that when I opened my eyes. I was dreaming of Tyler again. I sighed and turned off the alarm. I walked into the bathroom to get ready for school. I knew I couldn't ride with Emer to but couldn't remember why I thought as I shut the bathroom door. I can't believe Tyler said he doesn't like me back, it destroyed me when he said it. I mean, I don't get it, boys falls over themselves to try and attention and the one boy I really like doesn't like me back. We had been friends since we were kids, I always thought we'd end up together but he obviously didn't seem to share the same thought. I got out the and walked to my closet to pick out wear, I wanted to look nice since it was my first day at school. Now I remember why I can't ride with Emer anymore, it because we go to different schools now, I started to get dressed. Emer has been my best friend since forever, we practically grew up in each others house, we have been with each other through rough times like when Tyler told me he'd prefer to remain friends I went straight to her house. She hugged me, listened to me, shared a tub of ice cream with me and helped me convince my mom that switching schools was a good idea. I'm going to miss my old school though. If only I hadn't opened my big mouth. I look at myself in the mirror and I gotta hand it to myself I looked good. I checked my time, grabbed my bag and went downstairs.

"Morning mom" I said as I saw mom packing my lunch, I rarely ate breakfast so she always made sure she packed me lunch.

"Morning sweetie, are you ready to meet new friends"? It was one of the reasons Emer and I told her when we were trying to convince her to change schools for me.

"yeah, sure.......... it is great to be making new friends, without Emer, alone, on my own" I knew I sounded a little sad but I couldn't help. Me and Emer never did things without each other

"Am sorry, I thought that was what you wanted, something about being your own person and wanting your own individuality" she said

"It is what I want" I said as I tried to plaster on a smile. "Are we done here? cause I can't be late on my first day".

I walked down the hall of my new school trying to figure out where my next class will be holding when I walked into something or more accurately someone

"Hey!!! Don't you like watch where you're going" I looked up at her and I immediately knew her type........ the mean queen bees every high school has, you know, ones that never go anywhere alone. Gathering my books together

"Am sorry, am new here and I was trying to get to my next class" I said standing up, she gave me a once over and asked

"What are you having next?"

"Uhmmmm......... English" I said a little cautious, am not sure if I like her. She just seemed to switched from bitchy to really sweet pretty easily that it's a scary.

"Oh great" she squealed "l have English too, come, I'll show you" without giving me a chance to politely decline she took my books and handed them to one of the girls behind her

"Here, be a sweetheart and carry her books to class" she said smiling. Reaching for my books

"I can carry my own books but thanks for the offer" the girl wouldn't let go

Queen bee step in saying

"Oh don't be silly, she's quite happy carrying them for you, right?" She asked the girl as if daring her to say no

"I'd love to carry your books anytime you want" she said.

"Ok" I said as we walked to class. This is weird I thought to myself.

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At lunch, I walked into the cafeteria and guess who I made eye contact with? You guessed right 'the queen bee', she smiled at me gesturing for me to join her at her table, I really didn't want to go but it'd be rude to openly turn her down, besides she might not be that bad. It's decided then, I thought as I walked towards them.

"Hey you, I just realised that I didn't know your name" she said smiling sweetly

"Taylor, my name's Taylor" I said sitting down

"I didn't ask you to sit" she said a lil bit too bitchy for my liking, in my other school people wanted to sit with me at lunch and talk to me and be friends with me, damn it, I missed Emer. If she wanted to play games then 'it is on'

"Oh am sorry I thought you wanted me to sit with you, you asked me to come over remember?" I said mimicking her fake sweetness.

"Oh I do, I was just joking" she laughed and i laughed too but I still didn't trust her. It's official, I really don't like her. Her clique looked like they'd rather be some place else but didn't have the guts to tell her. She just kept talking about herself and want she wants and a guy, his name is Chase I think, how he can't stop grovelling and begging her to come back. Poor guy.

"There's a party Friday night, everyone who's anyone will be there, you should come too?" She told me out of the blues.

"Uh......... am not really sure I should, I don't really know anyone" I said

"Don't be silly you know us and we'll be there" she said

"I'll think about it" I said.

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"I have no intention of going" I said as I told Emer about my day.

"Why not?" She asked

"Why not? How bout this for a reason YOU ARE NOT GONNA BE THERE, besides I don't really know anyone 'cept for queen bee and her clique of scared friends"

She raised her brows at me

"Queen bee?"

"Yeah" I gave a look I think should say 'duh'

"That's funny coming from you, the girl that got invited to a party on her first day in her new school" she laughed

"It doesn't mean anything, besides I think there's a conspiracy behind her invitation"

"Oh shush, stop being overly dramatic" she laughed

"Am serious, she's planning something big in that evil head of hers, I just know it"

"So............." Emer said "if she's planning something big in her head, she has to have a big head to contain her big plan" she said innocently looking at her nails. I burst out laughing and she joined in

"I missed the sound of your laugh, it's been a while" she said when we sobered

"Yeah, I know" I said a little saddened

"Do you know how you feel now?"

"Still like him?" I murmured

"Hey, you'll meet a new guy, hotter than Tyler and he'll like you back and you'll live happily ever after" she said and I laughed.

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A/N: Hey, this is my first attempt at writing so be nice to me ok?