Remembering Her (Harry Styles AU)

*Prologue*

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Remembering Her : Prologue

Peace. It was the only word that could explain my current state of mind. I could be like this forever and I would never like to change a thing. But little did I know that this peace wasn’t going to last long and I would soon have to face reality.
Then suddenly all the memories came back flooding my mind and I felt a sharp ache in my head.

“So did you like our date tonight Mrs. Styles?” I asked my fiancé who was currently busy singing along to Wanted by Hunter Hayes.

At first she was confused as to who I was talking to but then she glanced at her left hand and started blushing when she realized that I was talking to her.

“Yeah I did. Tonight was one of the best nights of my life.” She replied and I could see a small smile playing on her lips.

Suddenly her phone buzzed indicating that she had received a new message.

She quickly took it out and read it. I instantly knew something was wrong because her happy expression was turned into a horrified one.

“Who was it?” I asked her a few moments later.

“It was He- HARRY LOOK OUT!” she screamed and then I saw what she meant…a heavy and loaded truck was coming right towards us and before I could process what’s going on, the truck slammed into my car and all I could hear was  screams and sound of glass shattering.

I could feel broken pieces of glass piercing my skin but I wasn’t worried about that, I was worried about Andy…who was nearly unconscious now. Blood was dripping from her head and all I wanted to do was to save her. But I couldn’t get myself to move because of the pain in my body and being trapped in the car.

 I wanted to scream for help, but nothing came out of my mouth.

Andy was a bit conscious now, to my relief and she tilted her to face me and I could see how injured she is and even though I was barely struggling to remain conscious I could see how much blood was dripping from her head. She looked broken and vulnerable and I hated myself because I couldn’t do anything to save her right now.

“I love you Harry… I’m so sorry for this” she managed to say.

My eyelids were starting to droop and when I knew that I couldn’t remain awake even for a second now, I decided not to think about what she meant by I simply using all my strength choked out “I love you too Andy”

I could hear faint sirens and people shouting but I couldn’t just pay attention anymore because the pain was getting so much worse and just after a split second everything went black.

My eyes managed to open and everything in my surrounding was pure white and I could hear an annoying beeping sound coming from a monitor near my bed. As my eyes adjusted to the surroundings, I saw a doctor coming towards me.

“Ah Harry, you’re awake! How are you feeling?” The doctor asked me.

“I feel like shit and my whole body is paining” I croaked out.

“We’ll take care of that, Harry. Don’t worry and do you remember how you ended up here?” He said simply and then suddenly a person’s image filled my mind as I recalled the accident.

Andy.

“How’s Andy?” I asked the doctor hoping that she would be fine.

“She was discharged this morning but she left a letter for you” The Doctor said while handing me a paper which had my name written over it in Andy’s handwriting. As the doctor said this, many thoughts came to my mind.

 “How long was I unconscious?”

“Almost eight days” the doctor replied.

I was out for eight days? Eight freaking days.

Then I remembered the letter in my hand. I unfolded it carefully and started reading it

Harry,

I’m sorry for not being there when you wake up, but you have to understand my situation too. I’m sorry that you nearly died because of me. I never wanted this to happen to us. I really hate to say this but we can’t be together anymore. I already told you that things like this could happen. But I guess I was being selfish when I agreed to marry you because I let my emotions take over me and I forgot that a girl like me could never deserve happiness.

So now I took a decision that would make both of our lives better. This is the hardest thing that I’m doing Harry but please understand that it’s for your own safety. Please forget about me and live a happy life.

And as for me, I’ll never come back or try to contact you in any way to make it easier for you. Pease don’t try and find me.

I love you Harry. I’ll never stop loving you. You will always be the one who stole my heart but I guess that we are not meant to be together.

Andy.

To say that I was heartbroken is an understatement. Her words flashed in my mind and it was giving me a terrible headache. The letter was still in my trembling hands and now everything around me was spinning and to make it even more worse I took out all the IV’s that were connected to my hands and starting screaming till my voice was hoarse.

I didn’t notice doctors coming in and shouting at me to calm down but I never did.

I did all that to ooze my pain but it didn’t seem to decrease and instead now my head was spinning with a greater speed now and I did what seemed like the best option right now:

I let the darkness take over me.

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