Destiny's End

16: WHAT HAPPENED TO soMEbody

After a few days..

I become out of myself and I don't know what to answer ..should it be yes or no..then I'll just answer.."just right" ,"I'm not sure" or "i don't know"

My friends also noticed my behavior..

Then I told her what happened then she started to ask things..that I answer by shrugging, or just saying I'm not sure or I don't know..

This is pure stupidity..

I don't know what is what.

Sigh..

I've been drawing some stupid dramatic scenes with dramatic and real life captions..

Until I realized. I looked like a desperate woman begging for a man's love..

Then I stopped drawing those things and just draw some sweet and real life inspired things.

Im kinda regretting those things where I did not tell him what I really feel,when I denied him,when I denied my own feelings. Sometimes I ask myself ,what will happen if I told everyone the truth?what will happen if I did not deny him? Will everything come back like it was supposed to? Like we used to?

Ughh..

Everything that happened makes my head ache to death.

Though I am really trying my best to be better..And I must say..I'm improving.

Sometimes I asked myself..

Does it really hurted me?

Or did I just acted?

Did I really fell for him?

Or all of it was fake?

Did all of it really happened?

Or everything's just a big joke?

Is my heart really broken?

Or I'm just showing a mask?

Did I really got jealous?

Or I'm just sad at those times?

Did I really cried for him?

Or I cried for something else?

My mind is too confusing.

Everything I have known..I forgotten..or did I ?

Did I just loved?

Or didn't I?

Questions in my mind, continued to flash..revealing a 0% hint or anything close to a clearer answer.

Just questions flashed. No answers. No hints. No anything.

Love really hits on everyone.. No matter where you are..no matter what you do..no matter how far you are..no matter how you live..no matter on what you've been through..it just hits us..then boom. You're inlove..nothing else's matters, there's just love.

I might say, I really improved myself..I became better..i guess..

And of course..

Everything will all be..

Better.

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A little drama rama and words of wisdom. Lol..

There's just LOVE

Nothing more

Nothing less.

~author