My New Life (Nathan Sykes Fan Fic)

Why Are You Here

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" I'm so happy your are okay. I just can't believe he is gone but all i gotta say is atleast he saved you." she said smiling at me.

 " Um someone is here to see you." she said crying. I looked behind her and saw a curly hair boy standing there. I started to cry more as i walked up to my brother.

" Jay." i said crying.

Alexa's POV

" Alexa i'm glad you're okay." said my brother Jay who was pulling me into a hug. Why was he here he left a long time ago to join the band The Wanted and i was hoping to NOT to see him since.

I didn't realize until Jay was making soothing noises that i was crying. I opened my eyes and looked up at him to see he was about to cry but he held back the tears.

" Alexa, mom wants me to drive you home. We're staying with you for a while." he said. I nodded my head and he walked me to his car. I sat in the passanger and looked at the window until i realized something.

" Jay what did you mean by "we're staying with me?"." i asked.

" Um the band is gonna stay with us too. They wanted to be here for this hard time. They are home right now." he said. I nodded my head and then looked out the window. I haven't met the boys before everyone else has but anytime Jay came or they went to go see him i would stay behind. Jay and Ashton were close brothers and I guess you can say i was the third wheel in their brotherhood. I never had anyone to hang out with when i was little so i would hang out with them.

" Alexa, we're home." he said knocking me out of my day dream. I got out of the car and walked up to the house. I opened the door and saw 4 boys sitting on the couch. I didn't even acknowledge them i walked up stairs into my room and slammed the door. I slide down the door onto the floor and started to cry. 

My brother. My bestfriend. My Inspiration was gone forever. And it's all my fault.

I walked out of my room after i changed and walked into Ashston's old room. He hasn't lived here in about 3 months. There was a picture of Jay, him and I all together at the family picnic on his dresser next to his bed. I laid down on his bed and started to cry.

Jay's POV

I walked into the house behind Alexa. I heard a door slam to indicate she had went to her room. I went into the living room to see the lads sitting there.

" Hey, how is everyone?" asked Tom.

" Well everyone is taking it pretty bad but Alexa is the worst. Mom and dad are staying over at my grams and they told us we need to watch over Alexa for a little. They said she doesn't need to go to school tomorrow unless she really wants too, but guys i just need your help for the next few days." i said sitting down.

" We'll always be here to help you mate." said Nathan. I smilied then i started to show them there room.

" Alright i'll stay in my mums room with Alexa, Nathan and Siva can share on bed in Alexa's room, and Tom and Max can share the guest bedroom." i said. I knocked on Alexa's door.

" Alexa." i said. There was no answer so i opened the door and looked in to see her not there. Her room was a little messy with cloths over the floor but that's about it. I let Nathan and Siva put there things in there while i went to look for Alexa. I was looking in every room except one which was Ashtons.

" Alexa." I asked softly. I opened the door and saw her sleeping peacefully on his bed. I went up and sat by her feet and rubbed her leg. I took of her shoes and socks then i gently put her under the covers and walked out to see Tom standing in the door.