They say lightening never strikes twice in one spot
I beg to differ
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I wonder if I'll die with a fake smile
They seem so common now
I miss real smiles
But my heart has forgotten how
How to enjoy life
Be happy
And push away the pain
But every day it's just rain, rain, rain
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Smiled through the bullying
It eventually went away
But the pain still lingers
Smiled through loosing Annabelle
She was burried
But the pain still lingers
Smiled through the in between downs
It eventually goes away
But the pain still lingers
Smiled though loosing Finn
He was burried next to Annabelle
The pain does not linger
Oh no, you see
It rages
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It rages like a storm
The emotions strike
And memories flood in every form
Pictures, letters, and thoughts alike
They won't leave as the thunder hits
Then the lighting stikes hard
Everything crashes as you sit
The lightening stabs your heart into a million shards
It doesnt just pierce once
But over and over
Smashing your confidence
As whats left of your heart lays in the corner
You kneel down, trying to piece it together
There's not even saddness or tears
Numbness consumes you for what seems forever
There's too many pieces missing, it'll take years
Years to be some what ok
It seems impossible
When the storm hits every other day
And becomes more of an obstacle
It gets harder and harder to see the sun
The sun which brought joy
Happiness, laughter, and fun
It never shows, being coy
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Smile through it
It will eventually go away
The pain will still linger
Until the storm hits the next day
Where lightening strikes
Your shattered heart twice
